screwed up my accounts closing
ot tonight
haha.. i did it again celeste.
fucking fucking sian..
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think i always ask u stupid qns. and its bothering u.
for that i apologise.
but today i really hoped u'll asked me back those stupid qns.
everything ok at your side?
cos i needed those stupid qns today.
maybe u were too tired ba..
jia you for your meetings! u must be so tired by now..
hopefully i'll be able to inject some life into u tomorrow.
yea
:)
i am single and available, my friend said.
but i am emotionally not available, another friend commented.
What happens when you put $100 into the vending machine and u get nothing. How do you feel?
Then you put another $100 into the vending machine and get nothing.
U look at the vending machine and ask, how much do I need to put in?
Tiredness builds. Yea
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work's getting little overwhelming.
the afternoon sun
the breathless feeling
the swinging hands
the strides i took
lunch run is so refreshing
i look forward to usual
but usual wasn't there
empty i felt at that instance.
empty gradually became usual
and yes, usual it is.
one day usual wasn't there
old usual was standing there
empty i didn't felt.
i felt usual
usual, i look forward to again.
twirl of emotions
felt heart burn again
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so hope tmr is saturday. finally get to see u.
jia you for your exam prep tonight! =D
work is getting abit boring...
First time adding colour to my hair.
A new experience. I feel different.
Though it's alittle expensive.
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Feel kinda good today. Cause I just received my first coaching related pay. Though its just for transportation. Haa but I guess it always feels good when there is a two way kinda thing.
Oh ya! And btw, my brother, his student and me just registered a martial art company to teach Krav Maga. Krav Maga is a self defence martial art that is highly effective in street fight situation. It's really logical and straigh to the point. No theory etc. What works, works in this martial art. I'm not the coach, my brother is. I'm just incharge of the managing of the finance and business related area. :)
Find more info at www.instinctkravmaga.wordpress.com
Busy sunday!
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feel like going overseas suddenly.
"Retirement is for young people.
If you retire when you're old, where do you go next?"he said.
"I would not quit unless my health deteriorated - that
would be the only way for me to go. If i get off that
treadmill, where do you think I'd go - only one way,
down."
Sir Alex Ferguson
18TH NOV. 2010
haha.. deadline for so many things.
jia you!
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been blogging alot these days.
just alot of thoughts and feelings.
u are busy and all. (can't really get u now-crucial period)
can't exactly be selfish to call u and use your study time.
I'll just embed everything here.
There are many thoughts that went through my brain
these few nights. We have a plan, we have talked about it
on so many occasions. It is not that i am not clear or
committed to the plans. it is just that i get lost sometimes
when i get bombarded with so many things plus our feelings
is cumulating. yup, i lost the sense of our plan.
sat down yesterday after the crash course and all the
partner discussions. I was just thinking of one thing.
Why. i needed reasons. to satisfy my understanding.
i woke up this morning. and i felt alot more focused.
i guess that is a good sign.
btw, today's my mum's 48th birthday.
my roll of presents for her is....
1)Chinese writing pad
2)Sign up a hotmail account for her
3)Sign up a facebook account for her
4)Buy a durian cake for cake cutting
:)
Today's crash course was less a sharing session, more
informative session. The partners were really questioning
me alot. And i thought that was a good sign.
Laid down some ground rules for accounting treatments
and deal forming.
Talked to dad about the business address as a work place
got a "alright, go ahead" response :)
there's still so much to do for this business.
sometimes i get a feeling i am a 3rd party, but i guess that
is what the two of them needed. i just told them what i
think most ppl will see and give them my most honest
opinions and solutions. so yea.. alot of rebuttals, but it
was fun. We knew we were doing this for the betterment
of the whole business. so yea. :)
I've got so much to read up on the treatment of accounting
in partnership business format. There are like a good 80pages
for me to read. But no problem. haa at least i know i won't need
to read it twice, for bro's biz, for hl&py biz.
i know i made u du lan by the sms i send in the afternoon today.
i know u are studying real hard now.
and i am just smsing so much.
i'm sorry.
Well.. life is full of contradictions.
Why do you eat buffet when you know your body doesn't need so much food.
Why do yousay yes when someone ask you for a favour when you reaally don't feel like saying yes.
when you were given a pay and you compare and it became a lower pay.
I know I am fiercely competitive when it comes to certain things like my passion, my studies, for a girl I care for.
It gets crazy sometimes. And I sometimes screw up and sit by the lading bay while the others gets the fast lane. It's tiring too.
Well..
I just look forward, check; my resolution, my consequences, my feeling. And move forward in life. Nothing is forever and for certain anyway.
I aim to do my best. Get the best result that is not against my principles and leave the rest to the hands of god.
=i'm happy - which is basic.
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The pushing and shoving is not going to solve make things any better
The making and make belief is going to mask your feelings but u will feel shitty
The "another day" or "later lah" only makes procrastination your name
why. When you are already know the above 3 so well by the name.
I simply don't understand.
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sometimes it comes a point where i lost myself in pursuit of something that i find more important than, well, myself.
there is nothing wrong with that, i felt.
it takes alot of courage to do what i am doing.
i feel incapable or not ready,
i fear.
but i still went ahead anyways.
when i didn't came out with anyting.
well, it suck. but that's the eventual consequence of my choice.
maybe that is why i always have that quote at the bottom
of my blog.
was on the bus this morning.
everyday i see this lady that used to be my secondary
school student council friend. it was funny how we
sat next to each other and none of us spoken.
i felt apprehensive to said "hi" as i had since
forgotten her name and i was worried it'll all turn out
weird and all.. i guess she was thinking in that
direction too.
so we just played with our hp and look around. .
this is ridiculous peng yong. you are ridiculous.
Sometime my best just isn't their best.
She
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hearing the stories made me go woa for once,
dunno how to react and putting my face in my arms twice,
and feeling really happy after the whole thing..
always wanted to know, and yea. thanks :)
wonder how u'll look in those 1 year old ear rings.
it's the first time i bought ear rings.. so..
hope u like it!
don't know why, but i feel really happy today.
Remuneration and salary is the reward for a task or tasks that is fulfilled. This is usually in monetary terms and could be in other forms as per contract/agreement. This amount is usually fixed and limited to a certain amount.
Drawings is a drawing of monies from the capital + income generated from business activities. This amount is not fixed and is purely the monies that are retrieved from the business that one is in.
So either you work for someone and get paid for it (fixed amount).
Or
You work for yourself and get paid for it (if you win/earn $).
If u choose the latter, the impact is simple.
You throw away your security, take up calculated risk,
and give it your all. You win, you get $, you lose, you lose $.
If u choose the former, the impact is no brainer.
You take up security, do your 8to5,
and check your atm at the end of the month.
No more, no less.
It's a choice.
None is wrong.
But rem to look at the extrinsic side of things too yea?
Good day
Had Deepavali Celebration at Kummar's new house, together with all my other colleagues. Good food, good company, good beer, good atmosphere. I love these visitings. You know, you get to just go away from the norm (ie. work) and talk without any barrier. It was great. Managed to make some new friends there today. haa maybe i was alittle less apprehensive due to the influence of alcohol, but yea, it worked i guess. I just show them my true self and i guess they love me, and i love them. nice ppl :)
Morning was real fun. talked and talked. initially i was worried that there might be dark clouds that will come to haunt us.. but i kept telling myself, i've apologised and realised my mistake, focus on the present, don't focus on myself by feeling guilty. focus on her.
I guess we did some pretty constructive conversation on the plans that we have in our mind. We'll make this happen :)
So looking forward to teaching taekwondo at j&j's place.
and super looking forward to our outing tmr.
=D
Shangri la buffet again tonight..
But a lot of beer. Feel real bloated and tummy ache.
I guess its a good thing and a good after exam dinner.
Congrats to abb and xinyi and chris! U guys graduated le!!
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A lot of ideas. So little time. so little time it is. But we'll do it after ur exam alright! After my exams I'll help u sort sort ur ideas and put it into a biz plan.
U're amazing the way u always are. So fun being around u.
Woa'rights! Last day of exam tmr! Like really last day! Cos next sem no exam paper. Haa this is also like my last real exam condition paper. Chiong ar!!
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