Never Give Up! eh! =)

thurs @ sundac

It has Really been great!!!!!

as in this week. After i flung my M5 test? haha..
I kinda woke up to senses and yea.. started to do things
the way tt will lead me to where i want to.
After i flung M5, i was reluctant to call Peggy my
manager. As the course test is 107bucks. so yea.. it was
hard to break the news, but it wasn't my first time i
flung something so serious. so yea.. i told her honestly,
and the best thing happened, she sympathized with me.
saying thats its my first attempt on such stuff and she
will PAY for me the retest. instantaneously overwhelmed
with thanks hope and emo. i basically told myself to
do everything i have on hand and will wanna achieve now
and now. and try to strive to do well.
yea! it kinda worked =D

on wednesday, i went to do some volunteering work at
woodlands with share on team after school. yea, i nejoyed the day thoroughly.
Thursday(today), i went to sundac after another great day in school..
i went there alone and try to help out. most of the teachers
weren't there and john and eliza had them watch movie whole day.
haha..kinda fun juz seeing everyone la.. ha..
and after tt met up with lyon. she treated me to EXTRA large portion
of tao hui and her EXTRA big portion of xin yi =D appreciate it,
thanks! and yea.. as usual john called us a pair. he juz don't
believe us la. ha.. got the scores from her as JH passed it to her.
Yay! got the score can pract the pieces for cny celebration lo. challenge
will be to pract hard so that i will be able to play it fluently
with speed. so that it is sing-able.

oh ya, this part lyon will be most interested.
Rem u said u were kinda sian and sad today and juz started to eat alot alot
,trying to suppress the inner feelings? What made me get the sudden surge
of conviction that u are one natural social worker, comes from the time
when u said the reason y u were feeling tt way. partly cause u juz got
an A2 for higher chinese. But the reason that made all the diff was,
u said the ppl "around you" were all feeling sad and stuff and u felt
for them.yes it might sound normal tt ppl feel for each other. but
that is in normalcy. if u include ur own worries into it. and still
feel for other ppl. thats special. and that, i experienced too.
basically, ur heart and mind's eyes are pretty wide open to see
and sense all these things.

well.. JH is right! i still got alot of things to do.. haha..
the feeling of falling into the "hw debt" is terrible.
i know jh.
gg now.. haha


good day!
py

posted by py @ 12:48 AM