a dark sunday
just had my dinner,there are just too many things that i am thinking of right now.
i hope things will get better for everyone out there. jia you!
i hope things will get better.
well there are things that i can't control in this world.
i love to say everything is impossible.
but thats just not that case for some of the things in life.
no point fretting over things that u cannot control.
control those u know u can control,
and try your best to control those u have doubts about.
yea. thats wat i am going to do.
yea..
seriously, i don't know what the hell happened to me these
days. just feeling outta sort.
nt interested to do anything. maybe cause it sucks
when i start and then can't get along well.
i guess god will be laughing at me right now.
typing such a loser blog entry.
sometimes feel so messed up with my role as a daddy.
cause i dunno whether i am doing is right or not.
i did a whole night of soul searching yest night, lying
on the freaking floor looking at the ceiling.
have i over did it?
could i have done better?
what is it that is best?
what's the status of my heart?
where is it swaying?
oh man.. in the end i did not come up with any kinda
concrete answers.
just this,
the thing i can control now, is .. obviously now.
i can't divert from tt.
got to do my best in my exams.
got to care for lyon(esp when in these down times.)
gotta work hard when i get a job
gotta jia you for YV'08 and Voice'08.
shit, the headache is back.
i just got to jia you as a whole person ba.
as a daddy, as a friend, as a mentor, as an educator, as a person who ppl can approach when they are down.
bo bian..
i am in that kinda position.
all my life.
haha.. alright ppl. no worries.
i am alright. =D
i just needed (again) to get something out of my system.
nt thinking about relationships.
cause i know i am nt in a v gd position now, i am not tt good yet.
financially. academically. and my character too, i am a loser rem, think all my ex thinks this way.
alright man!
gotta go back to mug.
memorise the answers for the exam tml!!
haha.. it helps!
RMIT rewards hard work!!
peng yong
7:34pm
posted by py @ 7:14 PM
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