It's only when you lose something when you start
to realise how much it is worth to you.
These reciprocation and learning creats a certain
mental model in one that makes one go "oh i can't
do things this way again, if not i will go through the
same old shit again"
These models increases as time goes by
because you are growing and becoming wiser.
It comes a point that you are reliant on these models,
forgeting that maybe there are other alternatives in
every situation.
At times, the most beautiful thing in this world
isn't what these models are defined as/you defined as...
Sometimes they are just simple actions and moments
that doesn't require a model to deduce.
That's why i felt a ticklish sense of happiness when
i had dinner with my dad and grandma around the
round dinning table today.
I don't have to seek love and try and make them
love me.. take a bowl, fill it with rice, sit down,
eat, talk, smile, laugh and enjoy the time spent tgt.
it's that simple, yet sometimes i made it so difficult.
been a long time since i last had a proper dinner
with my family. today's 10/9/10. =)
posted by py @ 7:29 PM
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