Monday, June 13, 2011

today i told wanru that i wanted to break up through email
i wasn't that strong afterall to tell her straight.

we exchanged 3-4 emails
somehow after reading her emails, i feel that i am wrong in
so many perspective when i look at things and eventhough
i tried my best to unds her, i always overlooked some parts.

i just felt that i am not a good guy in terms of the really
know it all kinda guy who knows what the girl means (really
means) and i think i suck at that.

this course of medicine made her cried again, and worse, it
was on her birthday and she needed to tell her parents, my
parents and her godmum about it.

i feel so useless suddenly. and i think yea.. probably i am just
not good for any girl right now.

and no jiayun and angela, i don't think i am that dependable
after all. i am just clueless when it comes to girls and their
thinking.

i don't think there is anyway back into this r/s. and just
hope wanru will find someone 100% better than me.

sorry wanru

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