i'll try my best to blog them all :)
today (saturday) was an awesome day! morning i went out late
for dragon boating, and was it a good training! so fun!
Picnic with colleagues from 5 to 730 and boy was it chillax max!
haa..
at night rushed to marina square "imperial treasure restaurant"
to have lou hei with class mates! feng shen shui qi! bu bu gao shen!
after that we head to minds cafe at clarke quay. played board
games like we used to! it was a good gathering :D
i think the picnic was really the highlight of the day. it was apt,
because we spent a day together in a way different from what
we are always going through-work. picnic was fun. chill. relaxing.
was whatsapping fang and although her slippers gave way... she
did enjoyed herself and we both agreed that its a nice place to just
ly on the grass, reading a book with a sandwich and coffee by our side
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been ot-ing like a mad man every single day for the past 2 weeks.
just everyday go home after 11pm. entering office late as a result.
everyday was a learning experience and everyday was a struggle.
i think probably because i am new and there are new processes
and new things that i need to learn, so i am understandable slower.
i hope things will get better as time passes.
henry (my ang moh boss) pulled me aside to the lift lobby and thanked
me and jessica for our hardwork these past few weeks and he told
me that i should take an off day this month and he will approve it.
pretty cool stuff eh :) i'm easy to appease.
kinda enjoying working at this company, but think fang is going.. i
just feel kinda sian.. cos i am just about to know her better.
i wonder when i will get to sign my contract extension.. but i will just
keep working hard, and learning hard!
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CPA Australia's study notes for ethics are in!! i just need to start to
read it real soon! consistent work is the way to go! aim to pass this
paper!
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mid-week and i started to think about medicine again. being a
medical doctor. just kept googling and dreaming everyday about
when i will really set my mind to save up and take up a medicine
course. its mind baffling why i want to switch lines so drastically..
probably because every single day when i go to work, i find that
though i am enjoying work, i do not feel that i am making any
body's life any better. and thats where i derive my energy. so
this kinda made me rethink about my career.
i wanted to follow my natural decision making mechanism, but
there is a huge price to pay to leave the constant. i just need
abit more time to sort out my idea on what i want to do for the
next 10 years. and 10 years after that and so on.
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i was on the train going to work on friday, pleasantly reading my
borrowed book when this lady suddenly raised her voice while
talking on the phone to her bf( i presume). she kept saying that
she really fuck it already, she will do anything to salvage this
relationship. she mentioned that she will have to sacrifice her
relationship with her parents if need be. she kept asking her
bf what he has done than suddenly saying - i'm back to my
old self. she casts a frustrated and tired figure, with still, a fire
to keep this relationship going.
i saw myself in her. i was just like her quite afew times in my
relationships. i was willing to give up everything, i mean
everything for my gf, and life's not always what i think it will
be - my gf(s) never respond with something similar.
it's frustrating. and i can feel every bit of her pain.
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posted by py @ 3:33 AM
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