Sunday, March 22, 2009

I'm tired, reluctant to do anything, yearning for answers.

But still dragged myself to type this entry. Gan dong? Nah..

Today, the celebration of the March and April Babies's from our class.
Got to tell you i was so excited today. But i didn't exactly show it the full extent.
I woke up late today, and reached the place late.
Had a really full meal at Seafood Harvest, Jacksplace.
The food is really filling, ordered the chicken and fish combo from the Sunday set
meal. The guys bought me a leather wallet today, so happy!
I haven't received a present for quite some time. =P
The forfeit last year was the big big jug of tea(Affectionately called "teh") from
wang jiao restaurant at bugis, which coincidently was the restaurant beside the
one we had the celebration this year. This year, i had a glass of pepper-ed juice.
haha.. It tasted well.. sweet, sour, pepperish.. haha.. finished it in one go.
Didn't exactly had any effect on me. Only thing is i am feeling v warm now. (huo qi zhong).
Really got to thank the guys, i seriously enjoyed myself.
The part where we sang our birthday song was the best! haha..
The music came from the back, and it was a birthday song!! so cool!! hahaha =D
Here's a BIG Thank You to all my broS and sisS in planning this birthday celebration!!
You guys' the best!!!

Just some collection of thoughts from this line on..

It's crazy these past few weeks. Haha.. Project project project..
I can really feel v tired, eventhough i am not working.. (that's not a good thing..)
I will have to learn to manage my time a little better.
Remembered Tracy taught me time management when i know it so darn well.
Laziness seems to be my 'zhi ming shang'
I don't care, i want to be a peng yong that is driven.

Letting out a secret, that is so deeply embeded in my heart.
AND, putting my heart on the chopping block, risking everything.
I tried nonetheless. Cause i am serious about the whole thing.
This process, by itself, feels tiring, exciting, moving, scary.
Great! if everything has gone well. But if it hadn't gone to will.
Yikes! I'll feel completely tired. Nothing in this world feels great anymore.
It's a crazy world out there. It's also a really lovely world out there.
How ironic.
Familiar part of the post process, picking myself up.
That can be the tiring yet, can be sucky.
Oh well.. Life, that is.

Saw a couple walking down the street, hand in hand, exchanging little sweet things.
Yes they are a normal couple that you are thinking now.
But just that their age adds up to the 100s.
An ang moh couple i saw in town 3 days ago. I still can't made myself forget that scence.
It tells me one thing. Love. Not just love. But, Enduring Love.
Wonder how much time they put in to harvest that. Or are they still working hard at it?
Looking at myself. When can i ever have a chance to love someone so deep, and to be
loved so deep, together. Fate i say. Hope i did. Try i will.

Oh ya! I watched Journey to the Witch Mountain with Grace! =D I was late +X
Was rushing project work till i forgot about the time. It was a great show.
Looking forward to the next movie trip. =)

Cheers,
py

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