I'm tired, reluctant to do anything, yearning for answers.
But still dragged myself to type this entry. Gan dong? Nah..
Today, the celebration of the March and April Babies's from our class.
Got to tell you i was so excited today. But i didn't exactly show it the full extent.
I woke up late today, and reached the place late.
Had a really full meal at Seafood Harvest, Jacksplace.
The food is really filling, ordered the chicken and fish combo from the Sunday set
meal. The guys bought me a leather wallet today, so happy!
I haven't received a present for quite some time. =P
The forfeit last year was the big big jug of tea(Affectionately called "teh") from
wang jiao restaurant at bugis, which coincidently was the restaurant beside the
one we had the celebration this year. This year, i had a glass of pepper-ed juice.
haha.. It tasted well.. sweet, sour, pepperish.. haha.. finished it in one go.
Didn't exactly had any effect on me. Only thing is i am feeling v warm now. (huo qi zhong).
Really got to thank the guys, i seriously enjoyed myself.
The part where we sang our birthday song was the best! haha..
The music came from the back, and it was a birthday song!! so cool!! hahaha =D
Here's a BIG Thank You to all my broS and sisS in planning this birthday celebration!!
You guys' the best!!!
Just some collection of thoughts from this line on..
It's crazy these past few weeks. Haha.. Project project project..
I can really feel v tired, eventhough i am not working.. (that's not a good thing..)
I will have to learn to manage my time a little better.
Remembered Tracy taught me time management when i know it so darn well.
Laziness seems to be my 'zhi ming shang'
I don't care, i want to be a peng yong that is driven.
Letting out a secret, that is so deeply embeded in my heart.
AND, putting my heart on the chopping block, risking everything.
I tried nonetheless. Cause i am serious about the whole thing.
This process, by itself, feels tiring, exciting, moving, scary.
Great! if everything has gone well. But if it hadn't gone to will.
Yikes! I'll feel completely tired. Nothing in this world feels great anymore.
It's a crazy world out there. It's also a really lovely world out there.
How ironic.
Familiar part of the post process, picking myself up.
That can be the tiring yet, can be sucky.
Oh well.. Life, that is.
Saw a couple walking down the street, hand in hand, exchanging little sweet things.
Yes they are a normal couple that you are thinking now.
But just that their age adds up to the 100s.
An ang moh couple i saw in town 3 days ago. I still can't made myself forget that scence.
It tells me one thing. Love. Not just love. But, Enduring Love.
Wonder how much time they put in to harvest that. Or are they still working hard at it?
Looking at myself. When can i ever have a chance to love someone so deep, and to be
loved so deep, together. Fate i say. Hope i did. Try i will.
Oh ya! I watched Journey to the Witch Mountain with Grace! =D I was late +X
Was rushing project work till i forgot about the time. It was a great show.
Looking forward to the next movie trip. =)
Cheers,
py
Never Give Up! eh! =)
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
To pull myself out of the whole world seems a little hard to accomplish.
When there is a need to 'move on' it seems the world is at a stand still.
Pushing myself to the wall seems to be the outlet.
When i finally did ,in my own dare say, move-ed on . . .
The feelings erupted over and over again eventhough i tried to allay it.
It is then that i concur to the notion of living in the present, by the past.
What o' what do the great one wants from me?
I'm just a filthy young being at your service.
Please, point me a direction that is not shaped in a circle again.
Or worse, a dead-black dead end.
What have become of me?
Nobody knows.
Not even me.
When there is a need to 'move on' it seems the world is at a stand still.
Pushing myself to the wall seems to be the outlet.
When i finally did ,in my own dare say, move-ed on . . .
The feelings erupted over and over again eventhough i tried to allay it.
It is then that i concur to the notion of living in the present, by the past.
What o' what do the great one wants from me?
I'm just a filthy young being at your service.
Please, point me a direction that is not shaped in a circle again.
Or worse, a dead-black dead end.
What have become of me?
Nobody knows.
Not even me.
Labels: disoriented, mixed, sad, thoughts
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Things that are currently on my mind now..'071)uni admission..still waiting for rmit's confirmation on my accounting degree course.either that or i will take up life sciences or mass comm.
2)work! haha.. need a work after i ord on NOV 5th.(hope i can get the cold storage christmas order job).
3)ps3! been playing it pretty much.. haha.. need to go read up my newsweek(s) and jog! ha...
4)eh..share-on team, dunno how sharon and the team is doing..hope to catch up with them soon..
7)taekwondo, dunno whether i should go practice hard for my dan2 next year or not.. and to improve my sparring..
8)well... juz catching up with friends..
Things needa do and on my mind 08!
9)staying in school if need be to finish my assignments
10)take more photographs!
11)start to write in chinese and english everyday~! haha..
12)learn how to play "Our Song 1" on guitar! thanks jh!
13)run a half marathon and a full marathon!
14)finance my lappy! and also my education.(trying out smu after first sem)
15)do my best in my role to make OD a success
16)national bronze(tkd)->Did not take part
17)YVIP'08 comm if possible.
18)get my insurance license
19)do my best TO make YV'08 a success, esp the attachment part!
20)try ta run every morning!
21)get my driving license come march 6th!-got it on may 27th!
22)Successfully develop Share-On Welfare Organization's System of Governance.
23)Complete Army Half Marathon! 24/8/08
24)Final sem results for Sem2 2HD, 2DI.
25)Complete Standard Chartered Marathon! 7/12/08
26)Owe Zhing a bday meal, Lyon a meal for that bet on Alvin.
27)Worked in cafe cartel, and want to work in another job after that.
My To-Do list in year 2009
28)Get my GPA up to 3.5 by the end of the year.PS->End up only maintain gpa at 3.2 haa
29)Start to sleep earlier and wake up earlier for my morning exercises.
30)Pass Ippt with silver.
31)Run and complete Army Half Marathon and Standard Chartered Marathon 2009.
32)Go for an overseas trip, be it backpacking or O-CIP. PS->I went as far as malaysia's custom haa
33)Fight for Share-On Welfare Organization to build it's own centre.PS->Gave up on SHOT,it's ideals
34)Learn to cook up a FULL dinner course.PS->Done tt over x'mas gathering at Serangoon with YLF!
35)Set up SIM-CSC if opportunity arises.PS->Going to materialize in 2010(refer to NYRESOLUTION 2010
36)Find a job and start working and saving up money for my goals in life.
New Year Resolution & To Do List 2010
37)To set up SIM Social Work Club.
38)Maintain GPA @ 3.2. Aim for GPA 3.5
39)To help 24 person.(/strike>
40)Practise TKD and get NCAP lvl 1 Theory. Run SCM & AHM + 1 other event. Pass Ippt. Learn Swimming.
41)Learn Malay Language & Japanese Language.
42)Follow my Loan Repayment Scheme.


