going overseas soon
In less than a day's time, i will be on my way to changi terminal two to board the plane,
and onward to brunei.. man.. brunei will be tough. like sir always puts it, nobody says
its going to be easy, its whether u think it is easy or not. better be positive than
be negative, cause nomatter wat u will still have to go there.. so suck it up la huh.
---->there.. my CSM always say these, to calm our hearts, and bring our alpha
company's motto out, "Suck it up".. haha..
well.. not all is dismal and boring la.. i think there are also plus points for going to
this outfield exercise.. its tough.. but there are always friends out there, going
through all these shit together.. as experienced b4, when we are cold, we hug
each other to get warmth, we help each other when their load is really burdening
them.. we basically need to survive on each other's strength, mental strength.
nobody is going to come and aid us or bring us back when any of us were to be
injured.. cause the vegetation there is too thick. it will take days, so it demands
us to be in the best condition possible, so as to complete the mission, no, to survive
it. haha.. i hope things will be okay for our company and our detachment. may god
bless us. amen.
there is something, that i cannot leave behind (going to brunei), and cannot juz
leave it at the back of my mind. well.. i think if jas is reading this.. u will know i am
refering to u. i really hardcore miss you right now. time has passed.. and my oh my..
i cannot forget u.. i know i suck.. cause i tried so hard.. and i still cannot attain my
goal of forgetting u .. tried so hard, and still cannot see u as juz a plain friend..
watched the channel U show today acted by 5566? one of the guy told the other guy,
"that girl is not juz only a habit to you, you two have really fallen deeply in love with
each other.you guys dun see it last time, but now its obvious." i like u.. and i love ya
jas. man.. shit.. i did it again.. i bet u muz be mad after reading this. anyways..
lke u said, now is not the right time to be together eh? cause need ta study.
i got a good news for ya.. i am given by my sir, a study break, after brunei until november
23rd. (which is until my As last paper). he told me, do well in As, and later get
your red beret. its a good deal ba.. cause i am given time to study.. wish me all the
best! i wanna go to uni with ya! really want to..
going to brunei is a muz.. thats why these few days i am trying to get u.. eventhough
i know that my existant is a nuisance.. i juz need to hear ur voice, if possible, see u..
but i dun expect much, a 5min phone call will be gd enough, u can fuck me left
right center.. i will still be happy after putting down the phone. hope b4 i leave tml..
i can hear ur voice, that will be the biggest, biggest encouragement to me.
i miss you jas.
peng yong
23:16
posted by py @ 11:01 PM
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