Never Give Up! eh! =)

Trilympics!

Trilympics was just great!!! hahaha..

Well we set a goal, then you go get it.
=D Yes! I targetted to take this opportunity to train for
army half marathon and Standard Chartered Marathon.
Goal was to acheive 43km (108 round the 400m track).
It was a tough tough 8hrs plus of run.
Afew things kept spiralling in my mind.
Was feeling so freaking tired that things kept
coming to mind..
Things like "My body posture must always be there! Try to look like
am steady and can keep going.. Cause its a good way of cheering myself
on."
.."keep going, keep going.. "
.."steady, as long as there are people running, it means i can run too."
.."never give up, keep smiling, when u see people, cheer them on, so that
it also motivates myself to keep going(reverse psychology).."
.."i wanna be a good role model for the yv tfs, rafael and shawn, keep going,
they will see that and will also take away something from this run.."
.."wanna sms those that i wanna sms, to tell them that i did it!! b4 that, keep
going!!"

It was a good run! And a good cycling experience! haha..
At the end of the day, clocked 43km of run, 48.11km of cycling.
Hope trilympics was a grand success!
Nomatter what, i am a part of it before, i want to see my baby do well too! =D
Left early from trilympics cause went to Marsiling to do "CIP" work this
morning at 8am.
It was a great experienc too.. cause i just kept eating and eating from
the onset of the carnival. haha.. =D helped to blow balloons using the helium tank!
haha.. first time i did that! I didn't felt exactly well. Was in autopilot mood.. haha
just going through motion. ha..
Had problem just reaching that place. cause my left knee is gone, walking like a
bai kar.. ha.. but it was fun just getting there =D

On the way back home,
Saw two incidents that enlightened me.
Was walking back home towards post centre paya lebar, when i saw this person
with a friend/son. This person is a cripple walking with a walking aid, although he
looks fine, but his left leg is bent and walking "yi guai yi guai". When he was about
to reach the train station, he saw a malay uncle there begging for money. He stopped,
dropped his walking aid, struggled to take out $2 from his pocket and gave it to the
uncle. U know wat went through my mind when i saw that? I just.. had an urge to and
did said it. "Fuck!" *with all the disgusted facial expression on my face.. *
I was disgusted with myself. I just felt shitty. I mean its obvious why i am.
I need to do things that i need to do. And yes, although it looks like wrong and shitty.
It's still things i need to do. I need to help other people no matter what it is.
Bottom line, question my own heart, if there are skeptics whether to help or not
and i am not sure, fuck it, just help.

Incident no.2. Well basically i was on train platform at paya lebar, and i was sitting on
the seat at the platform. Beside me was this ah ma. And she was taking something from
her bag. Nothing in the bad concerns me. Other than her hands, to be specific, her
fingers. Her fingers are so rugged, so rough, so frackle. It is due to too much exposure
to water for too long. And for a long period of time of this experience.
Whats so big about this? Well.. nothing much.. just one thing.
Everyone's life is different, and ur body will have some form of relics of it.
Relics of it might be good or bad, but how good or bad it is, its something that nobody
will ever notice if u look closer enough. She must be a hardworking lady, all her life.
Thats how i see it.

Woa ho, at last, can end this post le =D
thanks for reading and i will recover soon =D just gotta drink more water and
dragged my feet afew more days. =D

Jia you people!
Those haven't return me the pledge cards and donation money for trilympics, do
contact and reply me asap!!!

py

posted by py @ 11:19 PM