Never Give Up! eh! =)
Friday, May 29, 2009
I watched abit of it, but went off shortly after cause was sleepy.
These days, i've been trying to find full time work related to accounting..
since i am waiting for results (TBA on 4/6/09) and reservists (on 11/6/09)
yea..
but the thing is i don't think everything had went according to plan..
Job doesn't just fall from the skys these days. - Economy is not in a good
shape equates to tighter job markets.
Just got to hope for the best.
Hui Li had given me a tip on taking up tuition.. but i haven't called yet!! =X
Maybe i shall do so tml.
So other than finding job,
i've been well.. painting and cleaning at my old house the past 2 weeks..
reading up on travel guide books to southwestern china..
playing football manager(on lappy).. playing metal gear solid 4(on ps 3)..
going out with classmates like almost 3 days per week..
and taking part in events like the occasional concerts and sports events
--"Much about nothing-Starring Adrian Pang"--"Passion Run 10km"
haha.. kinda uneventful, kinda desperate for a job, kinda wanna pass all my modules.
Cheers,
py
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Smile - Charlie Chaplin
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Ran 10km today.
Was quite eventful. =D i kinda ran slower than i thought i would.
haha.. and i langa into an ang moh on the race track cause he was
cycling in it.. and got called "idoit!" haha.. but was happy ppl spoke up
for me.. my tag number is running pip no. 5678!! and a pretty girl called
out my pip no. to cheer this young adult who looks close to giving up to
"carry on, u can do it!".. had lunch with Mx and Wayne after the race
at bedok interchange hawker centre. nice =)
Afternoon, went back to Serangoon old house to bathe and sleep.
Was a nice sleep..
At night met up with Hui Xian (god-sis) to go watch a stage play starring
adrain pang, titled "Much Ado About Nothing" nice!!! =D
The english they use is v old kinda english. v slang and literaturish..
but nonetheless, the acting and comedy parts are v nice! =D
had a great day!
tml going for an interview at 230pm!
wish me luck!!!
cheers,
py
harbour front at 1030am.
Then went to have breakfast at the hawker centre near
the bus interchange.
I had "gam jia jui" =D nice beverage to start the exciting day!!
Then took the sky tram to Sentosa Island, beach station we alight.
Went str to siloso beach!! woo hoo!! love it! =D
Pretty girls.. young ones.. old ones.. average ones..
all there!! hah.a.
Bikini, off shoulder, tube, skirt.. etc! all there! haha
Played alot of sports today!
We swam bit, played beach soccer, volleyball, ultimate frisbee! FUN!!
Oh and we got the 3 bday ppl!! down to the sea for a much awaited
"get wet session!" hahahaha! yays!!
ooh! all the girls look good today! jia yi looks good too! =D
After that we went to vivo, and thats where i splitted from the group.
Went to Marina square to meet weida and junyang for jy's bday celebration!
Guess wat.. the 1hr rule still stays.. (it says that py will be late, so all outing
will be told to py as 1hr earlier) so yes.. today i was 1 hr earlier!! haha..
man i was kinda sianz.. but i was in a good mood, so i went to do my "chores".
went to withdraw money from an atm at raffles place, guess who i saw!!
Chong Qin!! woo hoo!! i didn't say hi to him.... =XXXXXX
i dunno what's pulling me back.. guess i was shy! or is it?
he is my idol now! haha.. aunty lucy rocks!!
Had steam pot at "Hot Pot Culture" restaurant in Marina square.
Kinda waste money!! haha.. v full.. but the food quality is kinda
mediocre... haha..
nonetheless, we had a good time!
sometimes wats important is the time spent with friends,
especially those friends that u know, u just can't live without.
Treasure now, than regret not being doing so.
Going for a run at east coast park tml! 10km, passion run! i am so excited!
And at night gg for a concert with jie at fort canning park! so excited too!
gonna go rest. hydrate. and rest =)
Cheers,
py
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Met Zr, Yl up at Orchard train station at 230pm.
Went straight to International Building opposite Shaw Centre
for job interview =D
Think it went well.. i just went in, and Anthony, the boss of the
agency just gave me the details to go down for interview in the
afternoon on Monday! -Got a good feeling about this.
Then went to watched movie "Night At The Museum 2!"
haha.. a very steady..steady?--steady, ok buy! kinda decision.
haha.. we "three days"(what we call ourselves) always liddat de.
haha..
Then went to PS to check out the crowd gathering over there for the
"I-Weekly" annual concert! haha.. there was already a crowd when we
were there.. concert starts at 8pm and at that time we went to check things
out - 6pm.
Went to have dinner at the food court in PS> 2nd time in a week.
Had the famous indonesian grilled chicken rice +P
After filling our tummies, we went to watch the concert.
Managed to squeeze in and secured a good spot! haha.. =D
It was my first experience in a pop concert, so it was
really an eye opener! =D
Love it!
Love 神木与瞳!!!!
They rock!
Met up with Mei Ling to pass her her race kit at PS.
(PS. Dunno y ML and MX de gan qing went downhill..)
Then met up with Adam and Penny (Out of the bluEe)..
haha!! went to have ice cream at "Ben & Jerry!!"
First time having that brand of ice cream! so i am so happy!!
Had Merlion! Which means 6 scoops of the flavours there =D
After that we split off our own ways to catch last bus or train or NR.
I pei Penny back to CCK b4 splitting ways there as she walked home
to her residence at CCK while i take LRT to BP.
Great day!!
Happy day!!
Many 1st times today!!
Tml will be so so so much more exciting~!
Morning to afternoon in sentosa!! Class gathering!
Evening spending with Weida and JunYang for dinner!! JY's bday celebration!!
cheers,
py
Friday, May 22, 2009
Going for an interview and later going to an open air concert at
PS!!
haha..
I only got these few days got this relaxed life.
Same for ZR and YL.
Cause when we start work, think all's too busy for all these crazy stuff.
haha..
BTW i haven't got a job yet.
Hoping for the best =)
cheers!
py
(God Bless 1WO Tan Poh Eng)
Channel NewsAsia - Thursday, May 21
SINGAPORE: A Singapore Armed Forces (SAF) regular serviceman died during a free—fall parachute training session in Bloemfontein, South Africa, on Wednesday.
The Ministry of Defence (MINDEF) said First Warrant Officer (1WO) Tan Poh Eng was part of a six—man team that jumped off a Republic of Singapore Air Force C—130 aircraft at a height of 12500 feet to conduct a formation jump.
When the formation broke off at 3500 feet to deploy their parachutes, 1WO Tan, 53, spiralled downwards to the ground.
He was found unconscious at about 4.45pm (Singapore time), and given immediate medical attention by an SAF doctor and a medic on—site.
He was evacuated by helicopter at 5.15pm and arrived at about 5.35pm at the Pelonomi Hospital in Bloemfontein.
1WO Tan, a parachute jump instructor from the Commando Training Institute, was pronounced dead at 5.57pm in the hospital.
He was part of a 51—member SAF Commando team participating in SAF freefall training which is being conducted from April 27 to May 24. The SAF conducts freefall training in South Africa once every two years.
Mindef and the SAF extend their deepest condolences to the family of the late 1WO Tan and is investigating the incident. All SAF freefall training has been temporarily suspended.
— CNA/yt
I heard this news on the Radio, 933FM.At that time i was at my old house, cleaning the cupboard.
When i heard the news, i froze for a sec or two. As i couldn't believe my ears.
When the info sinked in..
I Clenched my fist,
One tap to my forehead, to my left shoulder, to my right shoulder and back to my left shoulder..
...said i short prayer...
Amen.
He could be one of my airborne trainer when i did static line parachute jump
in my nsf days. i am not close to him. but to me,
the commando's is a closely knit family.
So this is a huge blow to all servicemen and NSman.
I mourn for the loss of 1WO Tan Poh Eng.
I'm going to the temple tml.
Rest in peace, SIR!
Went out with ZR and YL again today.
Went for interview at Sentosa! tell u what!
It's a v nice job environment. Simply love it! =D
Hopefully i did well enough to get the weekend job.
I know i know.. i am studying part time + working full time + weekend burn.
It's tough!! but i wanna learn more things!!
and yes, i dun have a gf!! so i can afford to do tt!
haha..
God Bless 1WO Tan Poh Eng
Py
Thursday, May 21, 2009
It's Thursday,
and its 21st of May!! - Gonna be half a year spent when june comes..
Haven't really found a job yet man..
That kinda suck. - Not giving up just yet!
I don't want to get back into the insurance line.
Because.. 1) I'm not good in this line.
2) Doesn't build my resume up for an accounting job!
3) I Need money now and now!
4) I dun think i have recovered from my fall last year yet.
oh wells..
Might get back into this line next time. but not now..
Today there's an interview with SENTOSA!! WOO hoOO! haha
Hope its good stuff.
Slacked the whole of yesterday, had a mini outing with zr, yl and km.
(equates to didn't paint/ clean my old house..)
Gonna hmm.. clean the kitchen and room's cupboards! =D
Wanna do painting.. but lets see wat time i get back home today.
Cheers,
py
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
AND 1 living room today! =D
Learnt 3 things in painting.
1) Family bonding can happen in painting.
2) I'm tired. but i'm happy when i am tired. haha =D
3) Peace.
SO everyone out there that wanna join me painting my old house.
Just give me a call/sms! =D
~It's free and it's filled with happines~
cheers,
py
Saturday, May 16, 2009
haha..
Past week i have been in Serangoon painting my old house.
The 3 room's walls are almost done..
but the window grills and living room is still yet to be painted.
haha.. really alot of work to do.
Just hope i can find a job really soon..
and hope that i will get my xin fu soon.
oh mans.. hopefully the internet at my old house will be on tonight.
Tapping from nearby "sources".
cheers,
py
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again(?)
Forging strength from weakness(?)
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see(?)
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Sunday, May 10, 2009
follow the river and be happy ring's a bell. . .
haha..
everything just seems to come back when i look at
those pictures i took when i was serving NS.
Those times were great times.
haha..
Brings back alot of memories and yea,
i guess it whispers into my ears, gently, some comfort
and confidence.
=)
py
yesterday(just passed midnight) was vesak day.
Went to Guang Yin Tang to pray and yes, it was so so
packed in bugis! haha.
I managed to pray, and told guang yin ma everything that
i had wanted to tell her. =D
Felt so relieved and peaceful after praying.
Then i went to tampines to well.. read up on my travel dreams.
haha.. thinking of going to Macau-Hong Kong-Yunan at the end of the yr.
So kinda reading about it today since its post exams =)
I also read about philipnes too! haha.. Philipines i guess is a really nice
place to go and snorkel and chill at the beaches. ha.ha.
After that met Di for dinner and movie.
Watched "horsemen". haha thought it was a bloody(gross-sy) movie..
but wasn't as scary as "SAW" i guess.. haha..
I could take it ba. I'm pretty scared of horror movies actually. haha..
Then i send Di home.. haha.. it was like midnight le..
fortunately there was night rider today. haha
Am safely home now at the comfort of my kitchen table typing this entry.
Tml going to meet up Di again to finsh up the mother's day present
that we have started. haha.. should be quite a long day again tml.
but oh well..
post exams days are great =D
py
Thursday, May 07, 2009
can't handle my feelings well.
even if i do.
i can't seem to find that special someone.
(*GOD says... special someone need special effort and special timing la u..)
haha..
kinda hate myself to the core. ha
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
I thought i did really well in my final paper today. haha
though i dunno whether i will have alot of error,
hope i can hit HD for Financial Accounting this Semester.
Had pizza hut for lunch and watched "wolverine" at ps
with my classmates.
ohoh, and thanks to Zhong Hua bro that helped to kap $20
to the purchase of my bball!! haha its selling price is $69, so
it was seriously a big purchase for me, but oh well!! haha
just gonna enjoy what the bball entails me to. which is playing it!
haha!
i'm going to wake up early tml to play bbal at cc or sth heh.
so happy!
Cheers,
py
Monday, May 04, 2009
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Saturday, May 02, 2009
God please bless all that is affected.
just back from school, haha =D
i feel so good!!
a bit more! i wanna feel even better!!
Had dinner at bp plaza. wahaha so happy!!
why am i so happy?
i was inspired by the cleaners there.
they are all ID from some homes i think. haha..
i know id's v well because i interact with them alot.
thats why when this particular cleaner asked me politely to
move to a table near by(because he needs to swip up the place).
i complied with a thank you. =)
I am so proud of them!!!
to everyone that had sms-ed of called me and can't get me or
i replied late,
sorry!!!!
i'm rushing revision. haha..
tt's includes gary!! haha sry about it!!
i just wanna work hard now =)
py