Running with fang was awesome last sunday evening. sentosa running
is really awesome on a weekend. reached siloso beach and sat on the
beach letting the cool seawater cool our tired legs and fatigue brain.
nua-ing we call it. we nua-ed for 2 hours.
then there was free fireworks display at songs of the sea, cheap thrill! :)
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this week was really fun! company had an xbox 360 with kinect in
the pantry for leisure usage. haha it was so fun! we just spent our after
hours and lunch time playing that. haha so fun!
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saturday i met ylf for late lunch and had to leave really quickly. so sorry
guys! i know u guys are really an understanding bunch... but just argh...
next time surely! :)
then went back to gym for camping with fang. haha it was really fun!
we watched movies and talked and arh-hem* arh hem*. hahaha
i think we are moving abit too fast.
yea. time to take it easy.
:)
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one last note i wanna note down.
i really really like this girl. i know i am silly. and i know wanru will be
killing me if i say this. i think i have found her. i got a real good feeling
god has finally given me a pat on the back and pointed me a direction.
she is one tough lady. she is fitter than all girls i have seen. she's as
adventurous as the most adventurous girls i have seen. she is as intense
as the most intense girls i have ever seen. she is pretty awesome stuff.
i just do not know where we are heading. she did mentioned that she
does not get too emotionally attached in a relationship, i find that appaling
and illogical, but there must be some truth in it. - btw, we are not attached
yet. she said, whats the difference between getting attached or not? its just
a (alike facebook) status eh?
so i wanna remind myself here. i am going into this with this mindset.
i will enjoy this ride, every second of it, until it ends. :)
taekwondo this morning at the gym was sooo tiring. haha
the kids has sooooooooo much energy i get so tired easily just
answering their questions...
wonder was i like this in the past. i don't think so ba... i was
the quiet one. always hoping not to screw up.
such was my day. i hope it doesn't rain today, so that i can go
jogging with fang at sentosa.
never jogged in sentosa before, i'm looking forward.
so much things to blog on these days but don't really have the
energy to pen them down religiously.
a recap of this really good week :)
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Valentine's day was one heck of a day. haha.. it was really fun just
putting in two hours on sunday after taekwondo, at cbtl cafe, planning,
making calls to reserve seats in restaurants. my sincere advise to all
valentine day first timer like me,
PLEASE PLEASE BOOK YOUR RESTAURANT WAY WAY BEFORE
V-DAY! LIKE AT LEAST 2 WEEKS BEFORE.
i was frantically trying to find a restaurant i because
the place i wanted to bring her was FULLY BOOKED 1 week before.
V-day is way more COMPETITIVE than i thought it is.
well its competitive in soooo many ways.
1st-got to get the girl to go with you, and its really not easy! haha..
especially when she is someone you just barely know..
2nd-got to think hard how to make this v-day special,talk to 'experience'
dudes and just hoping god give me a hand.. haha which he did.
3rd-like really prepare the props? haha.. its gonna be a special v-day
so props are a necessity.
4th-book restaurant and buy flowers.. flowers are ex boy... its easily
100+ on a vday.. price discrimination. haha
5th-making sure ALLL the plans are under wraps.. not as easy as it
seems... esp. when i am not good at keeping things from ppl..
6th-buy present.. for some this is the hardest, for me its easy peasy!
7th-and the easiest part, enjoy the day.
which we did :)
dinner at "Place to R.E.A.D", flower surprise by my brother's gf at
clarke quay, brought her to my gym,lights off, floor lighted with
luminous sticks, and a dimly lit balcony with candles with a mat in the
centre of the balcony. we star watched, exchanged presents, talked,
beer and chocolate. it feels warm inside still.
what makes things even more astounding to people reading this,
we are just normal friends :)
proud to say i made someone's v-day a real kickass one :)
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what will you do when you walk home every single night and at the
same seat at the void deck, sits the same person, heads down, same
two cans of beer, cigarette and a sad melody from his handphone?
everyday for the past 2months i noticed him.
what will i do? do i go up to talk to him? - its none of my business
and he probably needs this solitude... nomatter how i look at it.
i conclude that i lacked the courage though filled with responsibility
to offer him a listening.
What will you do, if you were me?
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Went for company cohesion and we did cooking together. haha it
was really fun! i love the part where i am kneading/massaging the
huge dough of chicken and spices and vegie. haha now i know how
kebabs are made. its nice!
after that cohesion on thursday, we went to beer market to have
a drink and chit chat and we played pool, and darts! darts were
uber cheap! like $1 for 10 shots. hahaha.. shiok max!
it was a really enjoyable night.
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yesterday was friday, one heck of a day!
work till 8plus 9 and left for home as usual.
i was on my bed at 12am sharp when fang msged me. she just had
a really bad talking to from boss and i can understand why...
and she was hungry, so she asked if we can go eat sth. i said sure..
and she was like, seriously serious?! hahahaha (i did mentioned
that i am cultured by my uni mates - yannliang and zhongren
will know what i am talking about... haha never dare us! we will
take it up!) and i changed up and cabbed from bp to buang kok.
crazy crazy crazy! so long nv do such crazy stuff. but shiok la!
to know that i still got the capability to do such stuff. hahahaha..
we had supper at KPT kopitiam near her place, had a good chat
and being a listener for fang. crazier part came, we decided to
walk from buangkok to serangoon. hahahaha where my other
house is located. its a long 2hrs plus walk, we did chin up at one
of the playgrounds, toured downtown serangoon/sengkang.
kept laughing and laughing and walking and walking. haha
it feels like a friday evening afterall! :D
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came to gym today, and did some pt and boxing. shiok max.
got so much of things to get done.
courses for bodyguards coming up in late feb and gotta plan
for my mt. kin climb and study for cpa on top of work and
friends. its gonna be awesome!
I made someone's day tonight. my first vday and was it memorable.
Felt Alittle gutted... That i did not receive any bonus this year working for this company and my colleague who joined same time as me, but is a permanent staff-i am a contract staff. mmm.. i keep telling myself that they are much more experienced and they deserve it. but part of me still feel gutted.
many things this week, i experienced that are worth blogging on.
i'll try my best to blog them all :)
today (saturday) was an awesome day! morning i went out late
for dragon boating, and was it a good training! so fun!
Picnic with colleagues from 5 to 730 and boy was it chillax max!
haa..
at night rushed to marina square "imperial treasure restaurant"
to have lou hei with class mates! feng shen shui qi! bu bu gao shen!
after that we head to minds cafe at clarke quay. played board
games like we used to! it was a good gathering :D
i think the picnic was really the highlight of the day. it was apt,
because we spent a day together in a way different from what
we are always going through-work. picnic was fun. chill. relaxing.
was whatsapping fang and although her slippers gave way... she
did enjoyed herself and we both agreed that its a nice place to just
ly on the grass, reading a book with a sandwich and coffee by our side
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been ot-ing like a mad man every single day for the past 2 weeks.
just everyday go home after 11pm. entering office late as a result.
everyday was a learning experience and everyday was a struggle.
i think probably because i am new and there are new processes
and new things that i need to learn, so i am understandable slower.
i hope things will get better as time passes.
henry (my ang moh boss) pulled me aside to the lift lobby and thanked
me and jessica for our hardwork these past few weeks and he told
me that i should take an off day this month and he will approve it.
pretty cool stuff eh :) i'm easy to appease.
kinda enjoying working at this company, but think fang is going.. i
just feel kinda sian.. cos i am just about to know her better.
i wonder when i will get to sign my contract extension.. but i will just
keep working hard, and learning hard!
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CPA Australia's study notes for ethics are in!! i just need to start to
read it real soon! consistent work is the way to go! aim to pass this
paper!
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mid-week and i started to think about medicine again. being a
medical doctor. just kept googling and dreaming everyday about
when i will really set my mind to save up and take up a medicine
course. its mind baffling why i want to switch lines so drastically..
probably because every single day when i go to work, i find that
though i am enjoying work, i do not feel that i am making any
body's life any better. and thats where i derive my energy. so
this kinda made me rethink about my career.
i wanted to follow my natural decision making mechanism, but
there is a huge price to pay to leave the constant. i just need
abit more time to sort out my idea on what i want to do for the
next 10 years. and 10 years after that and so on.
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i was on the train going to work on friday, pleasantly reading my
borrowed book when this lady suddenly raised her voice while
talking on the phone to her bf( i presume). she kept saying that
she really fuck it already, she will do anything to salvage this
relationship. she mentioned that she will have to sacrifice her
relationship with her parents if need be. she kept asking her
bf what he has done than suddenly saying - i'm back to my
old self. she casts a frustrated and tired figure, with still, a fire
to keep this relationship going.
i saw myself in her. i was just like her quite afew times in my
relationships. i was willing to give up everything, i mean
everything for my gf, and life's not always what i think it will
be - my gf(s) never respond with something similar.
it's frustrating. and i can feel every bit of her pain.
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