There is a marathon this weekend and i am so unprepared once again. Went for a 21km run this past sunday and end up we ran 15km? before i gave up and we started to run. The legs just can't catch up with my lungs. I hope things will be better come Sunday. Got to carbo load this week and got to have good rest this week.
I have started to sent out resume once again and that is simply because i really need to top up my savings once again. Starting a business and doing full time ain't that easy afterall, especially when it is at an industry where folks do not see a genuine long term future in. BUT, determine i am to make this venture something different from others that have strided out. We are going to be the best out there.
There are fears in me, definitely.
How am i going to keep near to zero income when i have a girlfriend - marraige needs money, dating needs money etc.
What am i going to do when the current tide of students inflow die down?
What am i going to do with my instructors if they do not listen to my instructions? - as they just like smrt bus drivers, or sia pilots; the business moves because of their services.
My parents ain't getting younger and my bother and i will need to make this successfull in a certain period if not we will need to step out of it because we will need to support our parents; this is also true for our instructors - can't be paying them peanuts all the way, resulting problem will suffice.
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Understand each problem really needs a plan and a thought process to solve it. And that is how i am going to approach it. Not waiting for things to happen, because i just simply cannot do that.
There are so much things going on these days that i do not really know where to start.
Start from the last present that past.
I just had a really good day with jiafang at chomp chomp - the Orh Zian, Satay, Cha kwa tiao, Sugarcane drink, Smoked Chicken Wings. It was so much nice food it feels so good spending time with my gf. We both had a fruitful day, she did two races in two days and i had tkd in the morning and working in the gym in the noon.
Life's been revolving around the gym and the development of the gym. It's been a challenging and yet relaxed in a freedom sense. I get to do what i want because i am my own boss. I get to do things the way i want to do things; i control when, how, why, what, whom of the whole business. Its amazing. Going into end 2012 and planning for a HUGE 2013. That is my focus + my girlfriend and my family :)
I am going to take a quan jia fu (family picture) tomorrow. and it will be a really good break for everyone, doing one thing together. Though for a brief moment of the day. What nostalgic reminder, its been 1 year since graduation. I have done much.
Much more to go! HUAT AH!
