Wat a day..
END of Course!!
Today marks the end of my stint at signal institute,stagmont camp..alot of memories i have left behind.. its really a place tt made me a better
soldier,a better person too.have to thank sgt andrew,au,johnathan, forthe life skills and technical knowledge. i really appreciate it.. really i do!
my friends in e course too.. man.. really cannot forget all e boring
computer courseware, and testes we went through together..
not forgetting the operation that brought us really close together..
will never forget tt day when sgt pump us real hard.. and told us bout
life. those running around e slopy camp.. and e "siao lang" pt conducted
by sgt au.. but by 3pm.. we have gt our certificate, and ready downstairs
at the lobby..as usual.. talking loudly..noisy commandos they call it.. haha..
then we went back to PRC>>there.. we booked out quickly..home sweet home
i guess.. haha..
later in the day.. i went to meet jasmine.. b4 tt, jas went to airport to get mama
back frm vietnam.. haha.. i was at millenius square,tampines, watching da vin ci
code,the extra.. haha.. v v intrigue by the movie.. and wanted to know more
bout it la.. haha.. i was really stuck to it.. standing at e store watching e show
like nobody business.. wahaha..
finally, met up with dear and bought a necklace for e bday girl. wao.. aranda
country club de scenery really nice.. haha.. tt was e 1st thing that came
to my mind.. haha..
dear got to talk to crystall.. and i got to talk to the other guys there.. bout
army n stuff.. haha.. its fun la.. but kinda boring overall.. maybe i m too
fuzzy ba.. haha.. juz find it tt way.. dear found it boring too.. !!! =X
hope dear de bday party will be better~haha.. =P
germany won 4-2 against coasta rica.. haha.. wat e heck lo.. wanted
germany to lose.. wahaha.. anyway.. e world cup is rolling now! =D
dear i missya!! haha..
miss ya.. miss ya..
peng yong..out!
operation guard duty
woot!! at last.. i am back home after a 24hr stint in camp..doing guard duty.
wA.. don't know how to say.. its tiring. really tougher standards in compared to
commando's camp.. haha.. from e start i kena kan(scolded) alot.. haha cause i
super blur. everything also need people to tell me wat to do..and e most hated
guy there Zyed.. (whom many call him a gayish kao bei guy.. super guai lan..)
kept giving me attitude at 1st.. nvm.. i sucked it up. but aft afew hours.. i was
getting used to it.. (but still got some cock up somewhere..)haha.. they seldom
scold me for nuthing le.. itwas good la.. that e RP,guard com and guard 2 are so
nice.. trying to help us out.. and many atimes, cover for us..
we kena a total of 1 turn out,2 stand-to, and 1 staff parade.. think its kinda shit la..
cause they feel that we do not have e sense of urgency.. wat e heck lo..
we are all v v tired le aft friday de pt... now still want us to be at our
peak is kinda demanding.. but we tried our best la..
being a sentry was alot o fun at 1st.. carrying the rifle and e walkie talkie..
i feel like i am incharge.. "sentry to guard 2,incoming vehicle.."....haha..
then at e desk, manning e counter was also fun.. cause can see diff kinda ppl..
and really trains alot of my PR skills indirectly, cause i am juz doing e
things like anyother receptionist in hotels..but am in army camp la.. haha..
the friends there were really fun! haha.. e guard 2 and gurad com were impressed
by our swift response and our high kneeling.. they say we commandos do
these real well.. haha.. kuo jiang kuo jiang.. =D
resting time is e time that we really relax.. really really sleep.. haha.. the
so called knock-out.. really juz gor.. and u will hear ZZzzZZZzz...
its really tiring..
but its fun.
cause we are working in a team..
lets keep up e good work people..
saturday is gone.. today is sunday..
wanna see dear now!
am feeling excited again.. haha.
dear i miss ya!
dear dear dear...
pengyong: wilco out!
big heart,bigger heart!
haha.. not saying we got to have a bigger heart to breathe better or sorts..
lame eh!! =X
it was tough..
this period in stagmont camp was tough..
there was this guy called werner.. haha.. i feel that he quite suay.
not pitying him. cause he don't want us to be.
he was always go around fucking other people..
almost e whole platoon had a bad impression of him.. not saying
kong xin,sitoh,etc.. they hate him to the core. really wanna kill him tt sort.
thats why when Sgt Andrew put me as his assistance for toilet ic..
i felt weird.. i was listening to what people was saying and
judging him from juz plain words of others.. i started to back myself
away from him.
BUT
after yesterday's so called AAR(from Devlin's words..)i will call it a reflecting
session after e tired outfield e whole day.
i will never forget something that Sgt Au said..
"whenever people say something about someone, listen one ear in, another ear out.because you will never know that person if you never really is with him."--basically, we are juz a group of SMALL heart and bias creatures.. trying to smooge our way thru everyday
day to day stuff..
we went dead silent after Sgt Au and Sgt Johnathan said that..
i was feeling particularly fucked up.. i can't believe i was such a person.
its tough to .. but we accepted e fact that we were selfish.
we told werner wat we dun like about him, shot him like a helpless fella..
i turned to look at him.. he was smiling.. but inside e smile.. i can feel that
he is crying.. wat e fuck, wat e fuck have i done to let u all feel that i m such
a screwed up guy. he defended himself.. its like a debate..
we are shooting him non stop.. he defended himself..
...till... Sgt Au said something.."will you all give him a chance?"
it brought me back to my thoughts again. and this time.. i felt like.. wat e fuck..
in my life.. there were many times that i see and myself have,felt lk wat werner is
feeling over there. i told myself.. "xin xiong bu yao xia zai!"
we left e place with a brighter, and stronger, bigger heart.
i am happy, he is happy. WE are happy.
oh ya.. today is Sitoh's Bday, happy birthday sitoh.. and thank you for
the many many push up we did for u.. wahaha..
dear is over out now.. trying to grab a shoe, e nike watch too eh? haha..
i really really miss you dear..
everynight can only talk to u for awhile..
its tough.. but i am happy.
at least i hear ur voice..... =)
tata..
juz back from camp.. haha.."
This is the first time i am dealing with a blog. Its kinda new..
A new experience i guess..
There has been alot of 'First time' kinda feeling i got these days.
And i am pretty sure those are good experiences.
Army life is really exciting, really can only put it this way! haha..
My friends buddies.. are always there! That is all i ask for.
To be together with all these friends, going through all e shit..
Its a feeling that one can never feel in civilian life. Its tough, but manageable.
Yest, we had operation VHF. It was tough.. at first.. woke up early in e day..
and then get prepared with all the equipment and stuff.. we drag ourselves to the
training shed for briefing, then we broke off for a pre-run in camp.
haha.. funny.. we all sounded so funny in e radio.. haha..
vincent siah and many of e others'(including me..) all cock up..haha..
kept popping up with things like;"say again,over","please repeat the word b4.."
and people that are not listening to the comms, will go.. "oh... not again..."
and we laugh over our own blunders.. wahaha.. in the field later..
really xiong, cause we reach that place and it was raining cats n dogs..
fucking cold. and tiring.
we tried to get comms but can't,tried our ULTIMATE Delta10..still cannot..
got to resort to Retro.. haha.. but it worked after that.. n..
we left at 7 plus... (e ops suppose to end at hr2359)**we ended early.. =P
we were "xin shou",said Sgt Andrew..
well.. we are.. but not bad for a first timer.. haha..
*we are gd la..* =)
nothing muxh, over and out. COMMANDOS!
Today marks the end of my stint at signal institute,stagmont camp..
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