back to camp.. december le..
yesterday had a really long chat with jasmine..haha.. felt really good after that..
cause all these "what's next?" thoughts have been around my mind abit..
i am pretty tired now.. i mean physically.. cause this week had been really hectic..
with the amount of training on mon through wednesday.. and the guard duties..
and the dinner to attend on friday..the dinner was seriously fun though.. haha..
4 guys cannot book out due to being drunk..haha.. sir was dishing out orders to
make sure they stay in camp..orders means orders la.. cannot break.. orelse kena
charge to martial court..so ya.. they stayed in camp. i did not drink.. quite a pussy..
come to think of it.. but i feel that i need to uphold this thing about not drinking..
there is a certain history behind this 'thing'.. yea..
jasmine told me about this that really hit me hard in the face. "do u lack the courage
to pursue ur dreams?" she asked.. i was pretty er.. wat the hell.. i wanted to say yea~!
i have the courage.. dun u ever doubt me.. but second thoughts came and i felt that
she was right to assume that i do not have that kinda courage..
many a times.. i juz feel and think too much.. well thats only the first part boy..
never do.. it will always be a dream.
juz now i was clicking away on the rsaf webby... and the sia webby..
i went to the recruitment centre webby.. wanted to juz enter all the boxes with data..
but i could not make myself do that.. haha.. weird la.. i think.. i need to think of it abit
more.. i was thinking of afew other things now.. studies.. sports.. career.. i was thinking
of other alternatives.. but i am going to make a decision by next week.
next week will be another hectic week. atp(advance train fire package..pt..military skills
test) .. but there will be 2 day leave, thursday and friday. yea.. so it will be a week to look
forward to again..like this week.
i have piles and piles of newsweeks and books i borrowed waiting for me to read up on..
but i juz dun have the energy to do tt.. sometimes i juz feel that i needed a real break..
like yest.. haha. played games the whole day.. i know its wrong.. but lets put it this way..
it is a new game.. and i am not planning to play it in the intensity like i play it yest.
so yea.. think i need to really go with my plans.. and "mAkE things happen!!!" (quoted from
warrant chua..) haha.. i plan to read up on lotsa sports related books.. and travel and biz
books.. for wat? to make myself knowledgeable about all these fields.. and to broaden
my understanding about these fields.. a need rather than a finesse.. no direction kinda
reading.. the news week too.. gotta read with a pen and paper at hand.. and yea.. a
highlighter too.. pro-active reading that is..
watched death note 4 and 5 anime downloaded yest..
man.. this show is mind boggling.. haha.. hardcore..
but i like to intensity.. my heart pumped faster..
today going to watch two more shows.. battle of witts,
and flags of our fathers. with weida and junyang.
wanna bring my diary and diary to camp today..
i wanna write things down on my mind now..
not juz being luan and luan ..
but clear and composed.
--->mylovelypapamama
peng yong
posted by py @ 12:09 PM
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