Never Give Up! eh! =): nearing the end of the year

Saturday, December 09, 2006

nearing the end of the year

end of my 2 days break. another long... week.. haha.. cause had range,atp on tuesday
and wednesday.. so tired.. but i think i did pretty ok.. earning a marksmanship badge.. i have to say i dunno why i got it..haha.. cause on the first day of practice.. i got 8/24.. thats real bad..haha..
then on the second day.. got so many delays in the range due to technical failures*(the board juz
won't go down when i shoot them..).. in the end.. i got a marksman after i got back to camp..
dunno how i get one.. haix.. kinda sad for jaime and the others who cannot get..
i reaally really dunno how i get de....sob sob..
i miss the times when i am with jasmine..haha.. i am weird la..
today went out with jie.. huixian.. i so so long.. nv go out with another girl liao..
but i went out with my jie today.. cause need to buy presse for jackson's birthday..
so we went to toy 'r ' us.. to buy presse.. bought a magician set for jackson and a crystal
making set for floria.. haha.. they are growing up le.. floria next year is sec1 le! haha..
so fast eh..jackson next year is pri4.. haha..
i really think they should juz u know.. enjoy their tong nian while they can.. cause it does not
happen twice.. haha.. juz like mine.. i need to enjoy my 20s now.. haha. =D
today went out with jie.. talked alot alot.. talked about religions.. talked about family..
talked about bgr.. talked about work..army.. talked about our life.. and our regrets and
stuff.. haha.. jie is a really nice ..jie!? haha.. she is juz my jie.. but through going out with
her.. suddenly i got a sudden urge to.. well.. become who i was like.. about 6months before..
i was juz trying to be that mr nice guy.. and the more ti tie( caring guy.) i juz wanted to pour
my thoughts out.. i suddenly missed you. jas. haha.. though i know.. its impossible le ba.
cause i know u will not want it anymore. its too tough to go through that tough time again.
i have gone through 11mths of shit le.. and i got my red beret.. and is a commando operational
soldier le.. i am proud. but i need to thank you jas. u were the person, that made me love wat i am
doing.. and is always behind me when i needed u. i really appreciate u. though .. good things
always come to an end. i dunno when u are going to go to australia.. but i wish u the best
of luck! =D have been reading alot alot alot of books recently.. on uni and stuff.. the uni u are
getting into is pretty gd. no doubt. but u need to work hard too.. cause there are lotsa talents
there. work hard&smart, play hard too! haha.. guiding principle of mine i guess.
i guess i am still within the promise i made u when i broke up. ~not to get another girl. cause u are
the only girl i wanted to be with.. haha.. still not broken yet. its self imposed.. so ya.. dun feel bad.
its good for me too la.. cause i can concentrate on army, on my future.. and on my family.
i am never a good guy. i know that.. ha.. and i will never be. cause thats juz me. and if one sees me
as a mei chu si( useless..not-a-good-guy) i guess.. 10 years down the road they will say the same
bloody things.. i am refering to ur dad and mum.. but i know they are doing this for ur good.
well.. i will still be a shit in their eyes.. but.. i know what i am doing..sure as hell.. i will make
them think like i am shit.. but they will regret ever thinking this way. but thats when i tell them
wat the hell is going through my mind & heart. haha.. i will 10 times more successful than ur dad
and mum.. and yes. i hope then.. they will accept me.. by then.. u might be happily married.. ha..
wonder when i will get to see u again. i will leave it to god to decide
i am bold.. brash.. impulsive.. violent.. passionate.. energetic.. optimistic.. with a real sense of
moral judgement and finally, a super critical mind. thats the me now.
hope i can get into uni.. i mean ntu.. and hope i can get selected to be a pilot.
i wanna go and do volunteer work again..wanna work hard in tkd again. wanna read up lotsa books.
but i still lack something. cause i am not doing them. i know wat it is.. but i think.. its impossible to.
so i juz got to find another way to motivate me .
i need to go back to camp to do guard tml..
super shag now..
good nights..

peng yong

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Things that are currently on my mind now..'07

1)uni admission..still waiting for rmit's confirmation on my accounting degree course.either that or i will take up life sciences or mass comm.

2)work! haha.. need a work after i ord on NOV 5th.(hope i can get the cold storage christmas order job).

3)ps3! been playing it pretty much.. haha.. need to go read up my newsweek(s) and jog! ha...

4)~~eh..share-on team, dunno how sharon and the team is doing..hope to catch up with them soon..~~

5)the overseas trip-> Decided to got to Taiwan come November!

~~6)the FTT to be taken on 26th this month! I will pass it!.~~

7)taekwondo, dunno whether i should go practice hard for my dan2 next year or not.. and to improve my sparring..

8)~~well... juz catching up with friends..~~

Things needa do and on my mind 08!

9)staying in school if need be to finish my assignments

10)take more photographs!

11)~~start to write in chinese and english everyday~! haha..~~

12)learn how to play "Our Song 1" on guitar! thanks jh!

13)run a ~~half marathon and a full marathon!~~

14)finance my lappy! and also my education.~~(trying out smu after first sem)~~

15)do my best in my role to make OD a success

16)~~national bronze(tkd)->Did not take part~~

17)YVIP'08 comm if possible.

18)get my insurance license

19)~~do my best TO make YV'08 a success, esp the attachment part!~~

20)~~try ta run every morning!~~

21)~~get my driving license come march 6th!-got it on may 27th!~~

22)~~Successfully develop Share-On Welfare Organization's System of Governance.~~

23)~~Complete Army Half Marathon! 24/8/08~~

24)Final sem results for Sem2 2HD, 2DI.

25)~~Complete Standard Chartered Marathon! 7/12/08~~

26)Owe Zhing a bday meal, Lyon a meal for that bet on Alvin.

27)~~Worked in cafe cartel, and want to work in another job after that.~~

My To-Do list in year 2009

28)~~Get my GPA up to 3.5 by the end of the year.PS->End up only maintain gpa at 3.2 haa~~

29)~~Start to sleep earlier and wake up earlier for my morning exercises.~~

30)~~Pass Ippt with silver.~~

31)~~Run and complete Army Half Marathon and Standard Chartered Marathon 2009.~~

32)~~Go for an overseas trip, be it backpacking or O-CIP. PS->I went as far as malaysia's custom haa~~

33)~~Fight for Share-On Welfare Organization to build it's own centre.PS->Gave up on SHOT,it's ideals~~

34)~~Learn to cook up a FULL dinner course.PS->Done tt over x'mas gathering at Serangoon with YLF!~~

35)~~Set up SIM-CSC if opportunity arises.PS->Going to materialize in 2010(refer to NYRESOLUTION 2010~~

36)~~Find a job and start working and saving up money for my goals in life.~~

New Year Resolution & To Do List 2010

37)To set up SIM Social Work Club.

38)~~Maintain GPA @ 3.2. Aim for GPA 3.5~~

39)To help 24 person.(/strike>
40)~~Practise TKD and get NCAP lvl 1 Theory.~~ Run SCM ~~& AHM + 1 other event.~~ ~~Pass Ippt~~. Learn Swimming.
41)Learn Malay Language & Japanese Language.
42)~~Follow my Loan Repayment Scheme.~~
43)~~Get better in my work and stay in UEL for 2010.~~
44)~~To do AAR every night before sleep.~~
45)Buy myself a ~~Netbook~~, ~~Camera/VideoCamera~~, ~~Coat~~, ~~Digital Watch~~,Table, ~~External harddrive & Printer~~, ~~Cpu&Monitor for dad&mum~~, Heavy-Duty Bag.

Scars Make Us Stronger For Life

Never Give Up! eh! =)

Saturday, December 09, 2006

nearing the end of the year

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