Monday, March 31, 2008

being proactive is the key!

been another long day in school, with project work, i think we are
very near to the end already. =D thats always a good sign, but i am
not stopping to waste time to think. better to put those precious time
into actions. Especially after what Dr Daniel preached to us in a nasty
way today because many of us, including me, did not heed his advice
to do the work that he has given us. it nv pays to take note of this kind
of things. and hey, my reply, going to start to do abit of questions from
now on, and when the week ends and i have time to really revise cause
project has ended, by that time i should be able to know which topic
i am like so weak in and which one not so. Alright! Jia You!

heard the song 'Bubbly' by Colbie Colliat? haha.. i think she is really good.
and yes, i love acoustic songs.. so telling.. so clear in my ears.

alright back to work..

tc ppl.

py
2021

a new week ahead.. pw is kick'in my arse!

project work.. project work.. and endless project rushes..

although its only one project. haha.. i gotta work hard for
the best results that comes with it. cause, i need watever amount of
points i can get from this pw, so as to compensate for the loss in the marketing
test. i flung it. kinda expected it. cause i wasn't doing well in tt
subject. gotta put more effort in it. its pretty tough a subject. requires
a strong foundation of the concept, and thorough analysis. its tough.
My aim is to get a Distinction. hopefully my pw will give me an edge.
The end of sem exams i do not have a choice but to get a score near to HD. hopefully
.. god might answer my prayers and give it to me? =D anyways, god bless all of u guys
that couldn't sleep after we failed our test. juz fall short yea, in life sometimes
u lose, sometimes u win. i lose now, but, doesn't mean i will lose all the way.
this attitude i acquired, is all thanks to xinlong. he is really competitive.
thanks man.

Abit more to go for our project.. lets all jia you ppl! After tt, we can go
out for a movie ba! anyways tt day is special to me, next friday. haha..

i hope daughter is asleep by now.. hmm.. she is always over-worked la..
haiz..

you know wat! Man Utd won 4-0 home to Aston Villa!! haha.. super match!
super rooney ronaldo tevez! haha.. on and thanks nelson!! for the internet
tv streaming programme =D

Lastly, to Jas,
frankly speaking,i didn't know how to respond when i saw ur tag. yea, it was really one
hell outof the blue. haha! i getting older alr, heart not so good. haha.. i am really
happy to hear from u again. dun worry about the past. i understand that u
have ur side of ur story. though i, being peng yong, always blur blur, might
not see it, but i do know u have ur reasons. those words.. guess wat!? its all
in the record books! haha..in my note book. haha.. its kept for sentimental reasons.

but jas, really, thank you for tagging. i have been waiting for this moment,
it never came, waited until i seriously forgot i am waiting for it. i dunno if u
know how impt it is to me. haha.. i am putting in too much words here. =)
hope u are well too =D enjoy urself.
it must have been a great adventure overseas amid all the struggles.

take care man!

py
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Sunday, March 23, 2008

saturday night movie

its the weekends!

and yes! its time for some relaxation after a tough week.

In the morning did bit of project work and juz back home from
town, having meet up with weida and junyang.
It's been a long time eh. It's 4 months from my graduation from
army service. haha.. time flies......

unknowingly, i am beginning to reminising those past endeavours..
and somehow i am beginning to be less of everything.
less determine, less forceful, less disciplined. Bascially i let myself
run wild. after 2 yrs in army, this is what freedom means to me.
but it isn't as easy as it seems. to be able to slack and do well in sch
two.
i gotta find the balance somehow.

=D

oh ya, watched the show "The Orphanage". its a really nice horror show base
in spain, yes, its in spanish. To me, the most vivid moment is the strength
of the mother to stare adversity in the face. And yes, i believe all mothers
are wei da =D

alright time to go work on my pw.

py

Friday, March 21, 2008

long weekend!

hi everybody!

a recap of thi week.
oh well..
there wasn't much that happened these days. haha..

basically flung my m9. and erm.. hoping i can pass my marketing test.
those were the negative part about this week. eventhough i tried my best. maybe its still not enough. heh.. juz gotta work harder.

positive things.. i started to feel that pressure. and that is seriously good. i cannot work without pressure man. that suck eh
ha

. . . . . stupid army mentality. well.. who cares! its working in my favour!

eh.. i super sian la.. juz wanna slack.. arghhhh!! anyone has the cure for this disease???

maybe its called determination.. and to me it sounds like, ' fuck 'it la! juz do it lah!'

haha.. paiseh, for all the civilian out that happen to read this post. thats how i think in army. no worries.. i am not tt voilent la. juz inside me. ha..

and yea.. i am really letting ppl down. kinda hate it. but yes.
for those that i have hurt.. i am sorry about it. and i will nv do tt again.

woohoo.. preparing my project work for tml.

take care all~

mv=py?

wahaha..

peng

Thursday, March 06, 2008

failure is an acheivement?

Wa steady. I flung the TP!
Ever heard a v. famous quote, "Failure is an acheivement."

i am a regular failure i guess, so that means i have build up an
accolade of achievement alr? haha..
that sounds seriously weird la.. haha..
the way i see it, and i will like to add on to this uncomplete quote,
"...,when one learns from failure."
fortunately and unfortunately, i am a person that understands
this fact, but just isn't discipline enough to follow through.
well.. thats another failure by itself. (man..gotta kick the habit.)
i am not happy that i failed, knowing i can drive, but knowing how to
drive does not mean u can pass the test.

which brings me to my summary on why i failed..
1) i did not stop at the stop line in the circuit, as i forgot and as the
situation is that there are no cars on that part of the ciruit which i am
turning out. and yes, it constitutes immediate failure! wahaha..
2)alot of small small mistake that resulted in 26pts deducted.
such as e-brake on pedestrian crossing.. bad timing,etc etc.


i was feeling super sian la...the whole dreading day.. in my opinion, i can drive and i
had a pretty good chance of passing as i did excellent for all my parking sequence,
driving on the road was shun shun.. but somehow, i forgot the fundamental rules for
driving. and that sadly lead to my demise in the driving test. i surely felt
the sian-ness that i had been getting ever since this year started..(failed
insurance test for 6 times.. didn't do well in a test in school.. didn't perform
during my volunteering comm meetings as my public speaking seriously
suck.. )

However, failure is an acheivement remember! haha..
cause i felt i learnt from it, and the other impt thing
to do, dun talk the talk, do the talk!

yea


py
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008

a long.. wednesday

this week has been really tough.
not enuff the all impt sleep.
wastage of alot of time due to a slackish brain.
and well.. too much things to focus on.

yesh. i didn't do well for my accountancy test on monday,
passing shouldn't be a problem. my m9 test i buang again..
yes.. due to last min work. i cannot study this thing last min.
i know.. but i juz can't see the importance whenever there is
so much time infront of ya. yea.. slackish.
econs test today was great. cause i have a good basic of econs
back in a lvls so its more of revising and building on it.

well yes.. problem: i procrastinate. not because i want to, but
my time management is seriously lacking. i got to plan better
my usage of time better. its rush hour again. i love it! =D

today is my tp(traffic police-driving exam)
daughter, didn't wanna tell ya first, but think if u see my post
now, u should alr know how i fare. cause i will have sms u alr.
haha..

gambatte neH!

i juz needa do watever that i have been doing during the practices.

py
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Saturday, March 01, 2008

friday towards test week.

Today was a long day.

had two lessons back to back, then pw!
whoo hoo! i kinda love the pressure. but i think i lack time. haha..
next week is the test week.

everyone is preparing hard fer it. same here!

alright kudos for now.. haha..

kinda shag. haha..

its pretty late, everyone have a good weekend ahead!

jia you daughter!! +P

py
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