Never Give Up! eh! =)

stand down

yea.
stand by, its over.
i feel darn good la.
am back home and off later at around nine..
haha
but at least we got to come home for awhile.
tomorrow got soc.. darn mixed ar the feeling. i feel like i cannot make the 9:30mins mark.
no choice, got to run. have to run. and have to acheive that timing.
though i really feel that my running.. cannot make it.
i super hardcore miss jasmine.
haha.. i also don't know the specific reason.
maybe i am juz feeling deprived.
but things need to be sorted out.
at least i am seen as the big pervert in the bunk now.
i think it is a good thing.
cause at least i try to put up a strong front in the midst of so much things that are happening in the camp. at least i am able to concentrate on things. haha.. and yea.. able to make myself bit happier.
we exchanged present in our bunks yesterday nite, and i got a mini bottle of vodka. dunno how to drink wine/alcoholic drinks. but its ok. i will juz keep it at home.. maybe next time if i have the chance to well.. share with her. i will surely rip it up and freaking drink it.. haha..
~*+pussy.. py is a pussy.. haha..
never drink wine b4.. but i got a reason for that. cause grandpa died partly due to that.
psp had been a great great companion. really did kept me busy while i am sitting down doing nothing.
haha.. luckily.. there wasn't any terrorists attack in singapore. orelse we will be on the go to protect the installation.
eh.. i sent a letter to jas le. dunno she got receive or not. once in awhile i will think of going to
her place to like ya know.. sit down at the bus stop.. reminising over wat we had gone thru this year. it will be a really emotional moment i guess.. maybe this sat when i book out ba. anyway the year is ending le. and my resolution for this year well.. it wasn't fulfilled. i did not ''chang xiang shi shou'' with jas this year.. and many many more years. haha.. told ya .. i cannot acheive a resolution.. haix. nevertheless.. haha.. a new year is coming. and i wanna make the full use of it. another year of commando hood. haha. its tiring.. sat sun, public holi, own time, all all kenna eaten up. this year nv see home for more than 2 months.. haha.. it was terrible. but it was great too. cause i had alot alot more time to look at myself, srcutinize myself, and improve. everyday, i live in this kinda mood. learning mood, growing up.
to be someone i know i can be.
and to be someone she always want me to.
merry christmas to everyone.. merry christmas jas.
boxing day today. haha.. time to open up all ya presse..
have a great time-->to all the bro and sis out there.
i am no christian yet. but i know tt.. i sound like one.. well..
haha
duno bother..
juz really happy to be home.
tomorrow will be another hectic day.
jia you peng yong. jia you jas.

have a great night ahead.

i need to go le.

peng yong
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posted by py @ 7:50 PM