Never Give Up! eh! =)
Monday, April 26, 2010
I am at chapter 11 for accounting theory now,
and there is like one more chapter to go! Before i can start on
tutorials and stuff..
But after i complete chapter 12, i will just go rest.
Tomorrow i will just gotta try to finish as much auditing as i could.
I am soooo worried for auditing. because there are soooo much
content and i am kinda taking too long to get them in my brain.
I hope tomorrow will be alot better. Today was already quite effective.
Though i doubt i will be able to do every tutorial i have printed.
I am just going to read through all my tutorial and try my
very best to internalise and if not memorise the facts.
Yes i still have 2 days.
God bless!
Hope jy have a great week ahead too! and good luck for u're tests!!
(will keep ya in my prayers.)
py
Sunday, April 18, 2010
today is a reconciliation day.
cleared up quite afew things..
but i still have so much studying to go.
haa
love studying.
py
(btw, i just set my mind of doing an iron man by end of 2012
wanna get really good in swimming by 2011, cycle and run
every morning and do a triathlon by end of 2011.)
Friday, April 16, 2010
There are like 11 days left..
and i am still procrastinating..
i think i am doing myself injustice..
maybe.. i am just really tired.
emotionally and physically.
But tonight was a good break.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
I still have so much things to do.
I am refering to my school work.
My brain is gearing towards 80% school work already.
so yes.. i will chiong school work like mad for these last less than 30 days.
then do well.
thats the plan.
sleep deprivation is not going to get me down.
py
Friday, April 09, 2010
I took leave from work today =)
Today is the start of my revision for exams. I am really looking forward to
it. ( refering to the exams).
Working hard!
I need to do at least 4 chapters of Accounting theory before i sleep today.
Well.. according to past experience, i am fully capable of doing more than
4 chapters. haha.. so i just got to keep at it, and hopefully! i will be able to
acheive that!
I really need to note down afew things in history..
Firstly, today's PAVI's Last day at work!!!!!!!!!! haha.. everyone is going to
have a send off party/lunch plus batam trip for pavi! and i am sooo
happy for her!! Argh!! i totally forgotten abou this event.. (goes to show
how forgetful and selfish i am.. all that was in my mind yesterday, was
to get leave today so that i could study for my exams!! Argh!! But i will
be missing pavi's sending party..... haix..................
nevermind. my heart is really with everyone. so yup! Have fun and
yes, pavi congratulations!! Hope u get a great job after this!!
Secondly, oh no, i reallllllyyyy pissed jy off.. i mean, what the hell was i
doing? hmmm.. haix.. i hope u don't read this post, or i will just
type more post on top of this post so that u will miss this blog post..
haix... yesterday at work, i was doing work and well.. it got quite jia
lat after i talked to my supervisor.. cause she said she will be passing
EVERYTHING to me.. really wash hand le.
So yea.. i was kinda stuck. because i needed to do sooo many things
that i have just procrastinated on.. and i made the wrong decision to
do the less urgent work first.. (cause less urgent work are usually
the easier ones..) i was rushing documents, preparing them to be
sent to the bank..and really i was in so many thoughts that time..
that i realllyyy forgot that i have asked u that qns.. i just kept asking
jy, "what are ya doing now? drama?" shitz..
even when i reached home.. i asked the same qns when i am eating dinner,
talking to mummy and chatting with u online.. i am terribly sorry.
I didn't mean to make u feel like u are insignificant and make u feel
that nobody cares about what u say.. cause i full well know i care.
I am really sorry. I will only get better. So hopefully.. u don't get
too upset over this. haix.. i am soo demanding.. and so forgetful.
btw, i've got a feeling i am really falling for ya.
Thirdly, yes! I failed my ippt! And the RT(Remedial training) window is
still not open! I am sooo screwed! I need to take it asap since i am still
fit.. mans.. how sia!! I am told to wait... but for how long?
I think the best solution now, is really to keep training,
get even better, and make sure i pass it after the 8 training sessions!
Fourthly, THANK YOU TO ALL MY UNI CLASSMATES!!
They're going to celebrate my birthday tomorrow and i am
just soooo touched about it.. though i never showed much emotions!
ARGH!!
I kinda pissed guys off with my pissed off self last month..
and i guess u guys were just sooo nice, to really forgive me and
throwing me this belated bday bash! Thanks alot! Really
love u guys!
Lastly, i haven't went to temple yet! will do it by this
weekend!!!!!!
cheers,
py
Thursday, April 08, 2010
Today was a good day.
=) I managed to finish whatever i set out to accomplish today =)
But but, i wasn't able to do any sort of revision today.
which is really, quite sian!
I need to start mugging, tmr, if i am to get 3 HD this semester.
There are some changes to the academic schedules for next
semester and my last semester.
hmm.. if u ask me, i am not bother by it. I will still have to finish
the course. So yes, i will just keep working hard.
That's my strongest strength, and i believe i will be there on
the stage smiling proudly and getting my letter of convocation.
tmr will be another gd day! Excel training! haa
cheers,
py
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
i am always very impress with myself.
u know it's impossible.
=she still wants him.
and i am still trying.
impress. am i not?
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Good Sunday Easter Day Py's Birthday MORNING!
It's pouring cats and dogs outside the comfort of my room
and the sky isn't as expected - sunny and air fresh.
haa.. nonetheless, it's still a great day! One thing, i
just 'lai chuang' until 830am, it's soo shuang i must
tell you.. i feel sooo fresh now =)
It's the passing of another checkpoint in life.
I'm 24 years old as of today.
What does being 24 years old entails? I personally do not
know, because there aren't alot of stigmatation/special expectation
that comes with this age.
I guess to me, this passing of age, is very encouraging.
For this past year, i only had one drastic heart aches to deal with,
i've recovered well,
i am getting better/skilled at my work,
i am beginning to feel like and being an adult,
i feel that people are beginning to see/approach me as an adult,
i am beginning to take on more responsibilities in my household,
i am packing my table and doing my bed and taking cared of myself,
i am dreaming of realistic dreams, not only that, and pursuing them,
i am closer to god and the teachings of buddha (i don't know if one day
i will need to make a choice btwn the two.. but this is the current state.)
This list is not exhaustive, but it gives u a picture of how much i have
grown - as a person, as a young adult, emotionally, mentally, spiritually.
I am happy,
not because i have grown up in all aspects,
not because i have not stagnated,
not because i have more money because i am working..
I am happy,
because i have a loving and strong family(a strong foundation),
because i have a caring and energetic bunch of classmates and friends,
because i have a stronger belief and principle in living,
and most importantly i have given myself a chance in, yes.. living.
i guess u will have realised by now, the 'not exhaustive' list are the
results of, yes, my strong foundation, my friendships tied, my self
contruction of belief and priniciples, and the ultimate grace i had
given myself - by giving myself a chance to live. it's a big deal.
Thank you jiayun, for all the prayers - you've been the pillar of my life
for close to 3 months. Thank you huili, for reading my blog and telling
me what's really wrong and listening to my 'craps'. Thank you dickson
for the invitation to yesterday's and this month's christian events and
yes, being always there for me when i needed you most, never once did
u push me away. Thank you yann liang, for being one of the nicest person
on earth, always caring and looking out for me, and always jio-ing me to
soccer outings at zr's place haa. Thank you zhong ren, u've given me
another perspective in life, because i have never known a friend that
could balance many relationships so well, u're also a very pragmatic guy,
u rock! Thank you xin long, i am so blessed to have you as my classmate
and friend, you never fail to push me to my limits, sometimes when i am
so tired at work, and still have to do project work/attend classes, u
just gave us some weird and unthinkable scenarios using accounting
knowledge, it's funny and it brightens up the whole day, u're the best ya!
Thank you Penny, for your unduling laughter and innocent and pretty
looks. u're also v caring and friendly. Thank you kelly, u're at times
our da jie da, and i kinda envy u as u are married. Thank you, adam,
you are one of the nicest guys in class too, always workin hard and looking
out for us. Thank you miao xian and ka mei and el, great classmates and
i just think i owe u guys soo much. Thank you loy han marcus and all in
class. i love u guys!
I have tooo many ppl to thank. Again this list is not exhaustive.
May god bless everyone around me for this good year ahead!
And may god bless me,
give me strength, to carry on,
to do well in my coming exams and ippt.
Cheers,
py