Story: Its about these 2 old man that met on their death bed. Both were suffering from cancer. And it started with an interesting occurence. One of the man accidentally let the other see that he has a 'bucket list' he had secretly written. This bucket list is filled with the wishes that the old man wanna do before he leaves for heaven(Dies).So after that had completed the 'to-do list' will they be happy to 'kick the bucket' (Dies) The amazing journey began when both of them escaped from hospital, and well... went on to complete their bucket list!!
My take on it: A very heart warming and tear gushing movie. Another thing to take note of is the song "SAY" Look at the Lyrics at the bottom. Try to read deeper into the words and put urself in the shoes of these two old man, i hope u will see a completely different picture. What did i learn from this, summed up in a sentence? Treasure every moment in life, and say what u need to say, or not, it might be too late! SMILE AND TAKE LIFE WITH OPEN ARMS =D
Bucket List trailer
Say, the song
'Say' ~ Lyrics
Take all of your wasted honor Every little past frustration Take all of your so-called problems, Better put 'em in quotations
Say what you need to say [x8]
Walking like a one man army Fighting with the shadows in your head Living out the same old moment Knowing you'd be better off instead, If you could only ...
Say what you need to say [x8]
Have no fear for giving in Have no fear for giving over You'd better know that in the end Its better to say too much Then never say what you need to say again
Even if your hands are shaking And your faith is broken Even as the eyes are closing Do it with a heart wide open
Say what you need to say [x24]
Take Life as a challenge, its full of obstacles, uncertainties.. But nomatter what, its you that will either create or miss the 'desired outcome'. Giving up will not solve the problem, it will just let u be stuck on that spot, or even push u back towards where u once started. Give urself a chance. If not you, then who? If not now, then when? Treasure life, live life to the fullest. Love those around you. These ain't that hard eh?
So officially today, i can start to drive! haha.. though i got no car to drive now. but hey. its still a license that i long wanted to have. its always good to have a license. anytime u can drive =)
yap yap.. will drive lyon merv kit jh and alv out one day =P
today at BBDC(Bukit Batok Driving Centre), i met my npcc, greenridge seconday friend. His name is Irwan! he was the one that spotted me. i saw him when i first got in. but he approached me after the balloting for the test route. ha.. i was feeling so paiseh la. cause he remembers me. ha.. so we chatted. and i know he is taking tp for the first time. and we chatted. after tt we broke off for our driving exam. i was the first one back to the centre. the tester just said i was lucky i passed, rightly so, caused i forgot to check my blind spot twice. haha.. shortly after i watched the video clip in the briefing room. i went to second floor to get my license. yea.. and i met Irwan again. we were chatting and chatting. he flung his first attempt so i consoled him with my past experiences and stuff. he is gg to ord soon! next friday if i am not wrong. but the most interesting thing, that hit my heart was this. he said he is having a one month off. so i asked why. he said he just did a kidney transplant to her sister. ~~~~~~~~~ for a momment i was silent.~~~ i didn't know wat to say. cause it was something so out of the blue. so sudden. and when i got back to senses. i just gave him a hard shake on his hand. "I respect u bro." I managed to mutterd out. he said yea.. no la.. ha.. looking paiseh.. and we talked about the whole operation stuff.. he was so great la. i really think he is someone i am gg to remember for life. cause he is so extraodinary.
i got back to thinking about myself. whether i will give an organ of mine to another. if that situation ever happens. its a big no no for me at first. cause i am scared of knives. being in operation. thats one of the reason why i stay so healthy and fit. i wanna avoid all these. but hey.. Irwan really opened up my mind. my capacity of bravery and love. really.. i am not as great as him. and i am a long way to go. but.. if that moment exists.. if i am in the same shoe as Irwan. my decision now is. i will donate it. from the bottom of my heart. that is the real gift of love. and the truest display of courage.
god, please bless those in si quan and myannmar. am doing my best to help those in myannmar now. hope u will follow up with ur mistical
gg to pray later! wa.. like got alot of ppl that i wanna pray for. and wanna thank god later.
alright kudos, gg to rest le. tml gg to have my job interview at jelita, wish me good luck!! alright tc ppl. enjoy ur holis!! jia you daughter!! wa u real busy leh. need help got to tell me yea. really, i am all set to help u. =D
Today's a good Wednesday, cause firstly, i completed a season of PES6!! haha.. And erm.. i did a good two hours of driving. Though seriously i nearly bang into two person as i did not see those two approaching the zebra crossing. i will try to put them all in my mind, so that these incidents will not happen again, cause repeating these mistakes means i will fail my tp, driving practical exam. =X gotta jia you. got like afew more sessions. parking wise i am fine.. not much problem, just need to be real sharp. jia you!
Tommorow will be Ms Miao Xian's birthday celebration! i am so excited, cause at last all of us can go out together again. =) Just chatted with Sandra, hope she is feeling better after these two days of ranting to me. haha.. Jia you! Go ahead! Go take a break! But do remember safety yea, take care of urself, cause .. well.. obviously u must be fine b4 u can continue doing all ur design works! Jia you!
Lyon and Jing Huan!! Tml is ur last paper, think by this time that u are reading my blog entry, u should have already done with the exam already. Let's not talk about how it is, just wanna know that u have tried ur best and have no regrets, am i right? =P If u are, then i congratulate u, =D if not, jia you and make sure all the subsequent testes and exams, u will try ur best to get the best results =P Give it ur best shot the next time. As long u are alive, you will fight on yea! =P
Been reading up on children's learning problems due to natural birth and also due to environment. I don't like to put the stigma of a word like "Disabled" on their condition. Because kids are full of potential eh? They are full of enthusiasm about life, and they are the product of well .. heartily love or, if u will like it.. physical expression of love! They are born into this world by the love of their parents, nomatter how bad the kids are, they are lovely. They just need abit more guidance from adults like us that have a certain level of understanding of what is right and wrong. Alittle more care and love, alittle more opportunities and alot of energy on their part! Nomatter what, i refuse to believe that this world is sadded(alvin's word that i added into my own vocab). I want to close my eyes, open my ears, lossen up my soul and start to feel that love that is everywhere in this world. U just need a bit more effort. . . to feel it. The little things in life is easy to ignore. but the best things in the world is sometimes packed in small packages, in the most insignificant packaging, and can only be felt with your heart. . . . . . . . .
God bless all that is in Myannmar who is starving, battling with diseases, drained both mentally and physically. Its not god that is abandoning u. Don't blame god, i also dunno wat i am saying, but i believe ur prayers will be answered. Jia you! God please bless those that are buried under the rabbles in the earth quake hit area of Si Chuan, China. It is really heart breaking to see fellow chinese crying for help and yearning to survive in the most dire situation. Tears just started to flow down my cheeks when i listened to the youtube newscast from cctv5 about the rescue effort to get those kids, out of those darn rabbles. Fuck.. it happened when it was about to end school. FUck fuck fuck. I feel so frustrated after listening to Wen Jia Bao says that it is tough even to try to send troops into ground zero. More people are dying with the passing seconds. Just as u are reading my blog now, look at ur watch, the ticking seconds, thats the ticking survival timer for the ppl under the rabbles. fuck. i am frustrated.
I refuse to believe that all these are fate too.
I hope more ppl will be saved.
And hopefully, the parents that lost their child. Jia you!!!
People, please pray for them. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I am no christian, but i believe god exists. So just pray, he/she will answer u. Som pa!
Oh ya, jas!! Finished downloaded the super rookie alr. so jia you for ur studies yea. will go on and download others tml. +D guess will send by sat or sun. Jia You for exams!
Today was another of those days where i slept like a pig... and did the bare minimum. shrugs.. well.. woke up.. play games.. slept again for 5 hrs.. and went to meet Meng Shyan and Kenny @ Bukit Panjang Plaza to discuss about the YV'08 attachment stuff. =) It went pretty well.. there was alot of pointers noted, the timeline was drawn more detailedly, and tml Meng Shyan my buddy in attachment planning will be presenting to the comm. JIA YOU BRO! Guess everyone will be impress with our output. haha.. =PP tml will be a day where i will go for driving lesson again.. well booked alot of days to get myself used to the driving routes and also all the minor stuff.. gotta jia you! wanna pass the TP this time around! Tml i also gotta send an email with an attachment of the letter that is suppose to be sent to homes, to be vet by Pua Teck.. then yea.. gotta try and finish some research on Disabled kids.. borrowed some books on these topics as i have no experience dealing with DyslexiA.. ad/hd kids.. i bet they are lovely kids.. they just need ppl to understand them and give them the love and care, with the opportunity to get back to normal-hood. Jia you! Hope i can be of some help, and i am beginning to get excited about the interaction period, where me and Meng Shyan will go down to the specific homes to interact with the staff and clients.. guess we will learn alot alot of stuff, and hopefully be able to come out with a TF attachment guidebook that will be like a bible for them!! wanna set the standard with this guide book man! =P
OH ya, gotta help Jasmine download all her korean dramas.. she sounds so adorable when she asked me to help her out. haha.. i kinda volunteered. So hopefully those post cards will be nice ones =P do write something on one of them =) I finished downloading the 'wolf' show and 9 episode of the super rookie alr. haha.. guess by thursday i will have finished downloading every single thing. alright, gotta jia you for exams yea jas!!
Read your blog Lyon. Haha.. good that u are not giving up. thats the spirit daughter! i really hope u will at least get a pass? or better! =D cause everything counts.. even if its just 20%. however i always believe that even if u did badly(touch wood), but u have tried your very very very best in the dire situation that u are in, then don't need to regret or feel v depress over it. cause u have tried ur best! Look towards the next exam, and tell yourself to freaking make sure u ace it! Set a goal that is high, like say 75% and make all the effort to get it next time around! =P As long as u are live, u will fight on? heh.
haven't finish yet. but have just done the role playing and also the power point slides for TF camp. haha.. today did nothing except for going to drive. 2hrs straight. ha.. it was a good drive. =P
alright gotta go back to do the draft for the guide book for tfs.
Some pictures i taken at Bugis street there near Guang Ying Ma temple. This man is good man, can write with his toe. At least thats wat i see from his newspaper article on the floor about him. haha.. He is seen writing Chinese calligrahpy here surrounded by alot of curious eyes just like me =)
these are the photo's from yesterday's bbq cum birthday at jun yang's chalet @ Chevron's! hahaha.. it was a nice place.. with a swimming pool just right outside the door step of the chalet and a bbq pit behind the unit =D
>I Peng most of it!! hahaha.. looks nice right!!
>Jun Yang's Bday cake.. Yummy!!+P
>The chalet's decoration on the wall is so refreshing!
>JY Making his bday wish!
>splitting the cake...
>The bbq boys!!
>Aerial view of jy and table of food!
Yesterday was a wonderful birthday celebration, simple, yet nice and warm. Not only warm from the heat of the bbq pit, but also from the friendship we have had. bro, seriously la. ur bday is a calendar day that all of us will meet up. i seriously miss the times in secondary school. but hey, we are adults already, so lets jia you for our life yea? Hope u like ur bag, its really ex, so take good care of it =) jia you!!!
ToDaY!! Sunday~11/5/08
Did had a long rest b4 waking up, seriously!! i woke up at 12.30pm can! haha.. After i woke up, i just switched on my PS3 and started playing non-stop till... 3pm? and yes, was feeling guilty cause i promised Meng Shyan to edit and send him the yvip'08 power point slides.. and the other stuff. all haven't do yet. till now. haha.. cause just used my time during tonight to watch manchester united vs wigan haha.. man utd won 2-0 and they are the winners of the English Premier League 2007/2008!! haha Feeling so high now! haha.. they totally deserved the title in my opinion!!
After chatting with Lyon and Alvin just now in the afternoon, noted that lyon having exams tml! was too shock to say anything, cause she say she is not prepared. but hey, i did not just say say on my promise, i went to 'Guang Ying Ma temple' at bugis at .. 5 plus after i log out, reached there at 6 plus.. its closed, so i just stood outside the temple and prayed. Told Guang Ying Ma that you are trying ur best, and prayed for u. so don't worry about the god part, just focus on nothing now, but ur studies. jia you! i don't know wat u think of this 20%, but i feel that its alot. and if its me, even if i know i am gg to die as i am not prepared, i will still give it my all, till the last minute where i enter the exam hall. cause then i will know i nv regretted not trying my best even in the dire situation. Never give up, thats my creed. Its on my blog. and ur blog too. 'As Long As I Am Alive, I will Fight On.' know u aren't giving up. trust u girl. jia you!
swimming in the morning with Jun Yang(birthday boy) and Tsian Hwee. woa! haha.. practiced those strokes i used yest. yea.. it was great, i am starting to feel better with the strokes, but i am still fearful of water.
then later BOWLING!! i was the winner in the last two games!! haha.. score was 63 for first game, 116 for second game, 91 for third game! wahaha.. cause its has been so long since i have last played bowling, think it is considered acceptable and i am happy about the performace, heh!
Next we went for BBQ! our dinner! it was great, cause i am there. doing the setting up of the bbq pit with weida tsian hwee and zhen hui! it was so fun la.. all the building of the fireplace, fanning, roasting, flaming, and dirty hands. haha.. we had alot of fun doing that =) it was a successful bbq~!
At around 11 plus, we had a cake cutting ceremony for our birthday boy/man for the day, JUN YANG!! sang the inaugurable bday song and took lotsa pictures! wahaha.. it was so fun! this has been a tradition i guess. every year the same secondary school friends , peizhen, jesmen, yim har, wendy will be there! haha.. of course me weida tsian hwee and zhen hui too! all celebrating the birthday for junyang at a chalet. haha.. its cool la. =)
looking forward to next year's party already. haha.. they should be still having fun at the chalet i guess. i didn't stay over cause i am serious drained after these 3 days and the exams. needed a serious rest. and need to work on my YVIP commitments. ontop of my other stuff. =D
hope everyone that is gg to have exams soon will work hard, and get the best results =D cause u reap wat u sow!
JIA YOU!
py
ps: will post the pic tml of the party today, am seriously shag.
felt the full effect of it! went to gym in the morning, then after that we went to swim!! All at Choa Chua Kang stadium! =D
Simply enjoyed myself, all the physical exertion, all the sweat! its amazing! +P
Went there with my primary school friends!
Its amazing to know that ur primary school friends are one of the closest people that u have after so long =) seriously, they are one of my most sincere friends! greato!
I think Lyon and Jing Huan and Alvin is working hard for exam at this hour now ba.
I have said alot alot alot of Jia You. Guess U guys must be bored of that word already. haha.. Words used too much might, might get non-effective. Guess Lyon can agree to that two hands up yea. =) All the best sons and daughters!
dawn of a new day! is a refreshing feeeeling eh =D
Hey..
=) today was a slackish day for me. Woke up at 11am, and went to play ps3 till .. i think 3pm. There wasn't alot of things to do. So i went to rest. again. Didn't notice that my hp had vibrated at 330pm. Ha.. it was Zhong Hua! he wanted to jio me to go play bball. yea.. and we did! though i as late =X but hey.. i was pumping my old bball.haha.. it is old, need more servicing. more patience =)o oh yea. then played with him from 630pm and later in the night at around 8pm. Aaron and his brother came to join us. Before that, me and ZH already lost 2 matches la. haha.. bo bian. we weren't exactly that good. So when Aaron and his brother came, we were really given a boost. Both of them were so energetic la! Especially Aaron, played super rough trying to 'protect' himself when defending against the opponent team. haha..
Well it was great, to have a good cardio work out like these once inawhile since i am not in army already (not as disciplined when it comes to physical conditioning.) But the most important thing is, we enjoyed ourselves =D everyone left with smiles and we drank sth at Greenridge Shopping Mall before we left.
Haha.. it was really amazing! I saw my best Primary school friends at the kopitiam! haha.. felt so lucky! =D cause its not always so lucky that i see them. and seriously, they look the same! Definitely more matured! I am still the same old me though. heh. =P We chatted and chatted in the kopitiam about things relating to our experiences in relationships.. what we have gone through all these 10 years.. how are things with our other primary school friends.. et cetera! Chong Yuan and Zhi Han even came to my house! haha.. we were just reminiscing through all the photos of primary school.. and showed them videos of my commando training phase in Thailand with the special forces there. haha.. they were so amazed by the RPG (bazooka) and AK-47. wahaha... but hey.. anybody will be yea? Chong Yuan said his dream is to fire AK-47. wish u luck! Guess i am just fortunate to have the chance to use it =)
Oh and when i reached home, saw Lyon still online. Man is she hardworking! =D Guess its something that u wanna work on badly yea? Thats good though, try hard now, cause you wanna do well in exams, finish the exams with no regret, and ENJOY YOURSELF when u are done yea!!! =) Juggling school work and CSC and Dance is no easy feat. It can be done, though. Just got to be reeeeeally focus and always keep to ur daily goals. Cause its the many small battles won that will win u the war. I understand u are tired. When u have time, i will bring u and go out eat yea. I promise it will be something amazing! Lyon, I am proud of ya. Jia You!
Well daddy is going to focus on other things i haven't been doing for so long now that exam is over... 1) Driving exam. 2) SVC team publicity projects. 3) YVIP'08 Attachment planning. 4) Getting a part time job to get my allowance for daily expenses. 5) Go down to sundac every Thursday! 6) Study for my insurance exam, HI. 7) Go shopping for presents!! haha.. alot of ppl birthday coming =)
Oh ya, daughter, wanted to pass u something. but think nowadays super hard to get u. Think i will just keep it in my bag, if i am lucky to get a chance to see you then i pass u alright. =D
To: Anyone that is interested to join Army Half Marathon & Safra cycling event!!
Army Half Marathon is on: 24/8/2008 Distance: 21km, 10km. Registration costs: $32 for member of Safra, $38 for public. Registration closing date for this period: now till 30/6/08 Link: Army Half Marathon
>ppl, if wanna join please go register!! i will definitely be going!! haha.. =P
Safra Cycling event at Paya Lebar Air Base Distance: 6km(Family ride), 15km(Leisure route) Registration costs: $0!! Registration closing date: 11/5/08
Details of event(extracted from website): Date: Sunday, 25 May 2008 Time: 8.00am (gate opens by 7am) Venue: Paya Lebar Air Base 200 Airport Road Singapore 534257 >Complimentary two-way shuttle service will be provided for participants to and from Eunos MRT Station.Buses will depart from Eunos MRT Station from 6.30am - 10am and from Paya Lebar Air Base from 10.15am - 12.30pm.
>Bring your own bicycle or rent one from us at $18* for a whole morning of fun. Kids and adult sizes available.
>HEY!! I AM DEFINITELY GG TO GO FOR THIS ONE!! IF WANNA GO PLEASE REGISTER ASAP CAUSE THE REGISTRATION IS CLOSING REEEEAL SOON!! BRO AND SISTA!! IF U GUYS WANNA GO TOGETHER, PLEASE TELL ME AND REGISTER ON THE WEBSITE!! HAHA.. AFTER PENNY'S CHALET THEN WE GO BA!!
wahaha! i feel so relieved, so happy! it was such hard work! haha today's paper was especially a paper that is tough. cause i flung my mid semester paper. haha.. it was tough. but i think i will be able to pass today and get my 70%!! this semester has been really fun! i learnt alot from everyone in the class. the best ever start to my university experience! ppl good job!! lets rest until tomorrow AFTERNOON!!! MUAHAHAHA..
seriously! lets jia you for the next sem and get better grades yea!! thanks for the encouragement and lets enjoy for now! muahahaha!
py
alright here are all the photos and videos taken in today's outing, supar fun la!!! wahaha!! =D
was watching the news after a long time of mugging =) there was this news about poverty, in Indonesia and Philipines.
There was this concept about a free school programme for young kids that works part time and also go to school when they have time. Kids as young as under 10 years old are working as garbage collectors. its not a sight that can be seen in Singapore. They are a very determined bunch of people. Without much opportunities in life. They are working and dreaming of an education.
In comparison, with Singapore..
In Singapore there is alot of opportunity. There are opportunity. Even if you are poor, a Primary education is still a must. It is etched into the Singapore legislation that every Singaporean have to complete an education until primary 6, a 6 years of basic education. It is an investment in human capital by the government of Singapore.
My opinion An opportunity to receive education is a blessing, its also a god given chance to move away from poverty. I have received education for 15+ years. I am blessed to receive so much education, even a university education. I guess there is nothing much to say. I need to study hard and be successful. If possible, be there for those that doesn't have an education.
Jia You!!
Tomorrow will be my marketing paper!!
Whaha!!
I am not confident..
cause there are just too many things to remember man.
Nomatter what, i will jia you!
my aim is 70%!! (35/50)
daughter jia you too yea!! =D guess u should be super duper busy now ba. wahaha.. after tomorrow i will be free lo! haha.. after tml then got time to treat u to a meal alr =D
i guess i am more fortunate than anyone out there now. (..now at least thats wat i think..) i had a 3 hrs nAP!! dun 'xiao kan'(underestimate) this 3 hrs rest! its one of the longest continuous sleep i had for a while! haha.. and the best thing? i had a long.......... dream! wahaha.. i forgot what it was about. i think something related to basketball. something related to social work. haha.. maybe cause i was reading up on social work as a major. what is the job prospect and all that. know what? actually it fits me pretty well. as in the characteristics/prerequisite of a social worker, ...being kind.. being optimistic.. being mature.. able to work under pinning moments.. able to talk to ppl and communicate ideas... sociable. ... and alot alot more! go google SASW(singapore association of social worker) and u will see all these.
in the past, i ever thought of going down this line. because i just can't get myself away from volunteering and social work. nomatter how hard i advoid ignore it. but i always put it in the last place in my brain. basically because the $$ just isn't attractive to me. and i told myself that i am gg to earn big bucks. after tt distributing it to the poor, to ppl that need it, and to developmental programme. but guess having an additional degree on something that u love doing, ur calling. isn't a bad thing at all eh? haha.. i am giving it a serious thought.
i kinda hate it. but i could have known all these training programme(degrees and diplomas) earlier if i was more matured at the age of 17/18. all i was thinking of was gg for something that i felt is 'supposingly' good for my future. if i had taken a part time dip or degree or course on this. i would have been in a better position now. wahaha.. wats the use of talking about the past? got a point!!! no point!!
i love sports too. so i am also gonna go for courses in NCAP(a professional coaching license) in bball and taekwondo. btw i already have an NCAP level 1 for taekwondo. there are just so many things i wanna do and go for. its crazy when i come to think of it. friends just kinda say, why are u doing so much things.. like waste ur time in volunteering work. u dun get paid! and why waste ur time in all those insurance exam and stuff.. just come out with us more often. thats life man..
i wanna tell them the reason. but i don't think they will register.
bro! its a calling! wahaha..
who's calling? god maybe? haha..
more of simple doing something i love to do, in my life.
woa! such a long post alr. i always dua pao(say but no action) to myself. haha.. time?$? these are concerns. but passion? its not a problem. =)
jia you daughter!! hope everything has been fine for u already!! or at least back to normal in ur life, maybe not heart, but life =D if u got time give daddy a call? cause i really dunno how u are doing. haha.. but i trust u. no worries =)
todays exam was pretty well done.. i guess .. whats left is just my final paper, Principles of Marketing. happening in abit than 42 hours time oh well..
ppl jia you yea! especially my class de ppl! cause u guys are great. studying so freaking hard. caring so freaking hard. wanna thank you guy hard. too! haha.. no worries, i am fine.
anyways, this is the song lyrics of the song i am listening to for the whole of yest night again..again..and over again...
there are just too many things that i am thinking of right now. i hope things will get better for everyone out there. jia you!
i hope things will get better. well there are things that i can't control in this world. i love to say everything is impossible. but thats just not that case for some of the things in life.
no point fretting over things that u cannot control. control those u know u can control, and try your best to control those u have doubts about.
yea. thats wat i am going to do.
yea..
seriously, i don't know what the hell happened to me these days. just feeling outta sort. nt interested to do anything. maybe cause it sucks when i start and then can't get along well. i guess god will be laughing at me right now. typing such a loser blog entry.
sometimes feel so messed up with my role as a daddy. cause i dunno whether i am doing is right or not. i did a whole night of soul searching yest night, lying on the freaking floor looking at the ceiling. have i over did it? could i have done better? what is it that is best? what's the status of my heart? where is it swaying?
oh man.. in the end i did not come up with any kinda concrete answers. just this, the thing i can control now, is .. obviously now. i can't divert from tt. got to do my best in my exams. got to care for lyon(esp when in these down times.) gotta work hard when i get a job gotta jia you for YV'08 and Voice'08.
shit, the headache is back.
i just got to jia you as a whole person ba. as a daddy, as a friend, as a mentor, as an educator, as a person who ppl can approach when they are down. bo bian.. i am in that kinda position. all my life.
haha.. alright ppl. no worries. i am alright. =D i just needed (again) to get something out of my system.
nt thinking about relationships. cause i know i am nt in a v gd position now, i am not tt good yet. financially. academically. and my character too, i am a loser rem, think all my ex thinks this way.
alright man! gotta go back to mug.
memorise the answers for the exam tml!! haha.. it helps! RMIT rewards hard work!!
it was a great performance today by lyon!! haha.. The ticket for this performance by Dunman high school cost 10bucks. It was thrilling from the onset all the way to the end! haha.. it's the best Chinese society performance that i had seen for soooo long.. the last time i watched these kinda performance was in JC? (if i am not wrong) hahaha.. cause it is rare that i get this kinda opportunity to watch this sorta performances. haha.. =D It opened with a Chinese skit. haha.. those chinese opera kind.. Then the show went alternate from the dance to xiang sheng displays. Lyon performed in the second dance display after the break. This time,unfortunately, we weren't able to barge into the dressing room. haha.. we tried.. but was denied.. haha.. When Lyon came out.. i tell u.. we all erupted! HP camera ready, pictures videos ready.. haha.. we waited for quite long. And ANd she started it!! it was like she was doing a leg raise then put it down slowly together with the slow beats of the song in the background, perfect start!! I Thought ur legs figited/shivered abit, maybe caused by anxiety, but it was well executed. Everybody waswatching in awe. Even the Ultra noisy girl sitting behind me was shouting bravo! haha.. The show went on and yea! Lyon's performance was a true display of hardwork yea! why so? just look at the co-ordinations? this kinda dance, if there isn't coordination, ie. one person's action slower than the other ,it will totally look awful!! haha.. I saw a coordinated, spirited, smiling , simply put--> a wonderful display of chinese dance! something that i never appreciated,(chinese dance and opears) suddenly got back to me that "hey.. i am proud to be a chinese!" serious! and maybe one day daughter,u can teach me some dance moves man! haha.. yes i am absolutely serious! am inspired more than anything today =D
Just read ur blog daughter, man u look drained, and battered. well.. u said that you are feeling depress(worse than being sad yea.. it means u are really argh.. tired of life like tt) because u flopped today. i understand that you practiced super duper hard for it and made lotsa sacrifice for this, u also have high expectations for urself, because this performance, as u said, is v. important to you. I wanted to comfort u with all the ways i know of, but i guess nothing will go in now even if i did tried, not even if i knock on your door now eh?haha.. bet u just need some personal time, and yea, maybe some tears to go along with it. it is ok. just release it. and i hope, my daughter will return to me and ylf a stronger lyon. Because i got to repeat this, You are the most talented and cheerful girl that i have ever seen in my life.Also one of the nicest girl around.I am happy to have a daughter like u. cheer up... soon yea? haha.. guess i am not gg to rest until u call ba. (no worries i will be mugging.)
i actually watched the video i took of ur dance performance like 10 over times (exxagerated, 5+times la haha..),trying to find out what is seriously wrong. And now, i am going to tell u the truth about this to not, well..make u feel bad or what. guess u wanna hear wat i think too eh? 1) the point where u lifted ur legs, u figited/shivered. ->you are nervous yea, and the demon from yesterday went inside ur head. 2)the raising of ur legs to 160degrees and put down, was smooth.. well executed. no one saw any kinda flaws, and even if there is, there wasn't any hesistation by you, u just smiled and did the following kick to the front b4 ur friend stood up. Splendid. Bravo! 3)You were rather slow when u did some of ur 4-5 person dance together. but good news.. no one saw it! cause there were too many movements around. some of ur colleagues were also slow in some of e parts. so nothing can be blamed, its anxiety. how do u cure anxiety? a)practice more, as it improves confident. b)got to perform more infront of big crowds to get experience, cause, anxiety is gone when u are confident and composed. c)don't think about anything when u are performing. Just do what 'u know' on the stage on the faithful day as per normal duringtraining, cause this is like an exam, u are fighting with urself to keep calm. so let urself breathe. let urself win, and showcase ur talent! u are the boss on the stage, its ur show =P
i don't know if this helps. but hey, this is one of the best performance i have seen in ages, u dun give me those kinda face for too long.(sry v blunt =X) haha.. cause i seriously enjoyed it. after the who concert ended, i told Jing huan, "wa.. this concert is worth $10? i think i 'zhuan dao'(earned) lo. haha.. it was so fantastic." Jing Huan just smiled back. haha..
Expect u to be in remorse and crying like no day no night now, or maybe just lying on the bed crying and talking to urself. just take ur time yea =D like i said, will wait for ur call. jia you!!
Told jing huan that am looking forward to u two de yr 2 concert already. wahaha.. u guys are only in yr one, so hard to believe. haha..
alright lyon, cya tml in study group. cck mac, 545pm =D
i will post lyon's dance display's video in my next post, cause today blogger is not accepting my uploading of videos and photos onto this post. haha.. tml then!
