Thursday, May 29, 2008

Say What You Need To Say...

came across this song on youtube..

Its Title ~ "SAY" By: John Mayer

Theme song of the movie "Bucket List"

Story: Its about these 2 old man that met on their death bed.
Both were suffering from cancer. And it started with an interesting occurence.
One of the man accidentally let the other see that he has a 'bucket list' he had secretly written.
This bucket list is filled with the wishes that the old man wanna
do before he leaves for heaven(Dies).So after that had completed the
'to-do list' will they be happy to 'kick the bucket' (Dies)
The amazing journey began when both of them escaped from
hospital, and well... went on to complete their bucket list!!

My take on it: A very heart warming and tear gushing movie.
Another thing to take note of is the song "SAY" Look at the Lyrics
at the bottom. Try to read deeper into the words and put urself in
the shoes of these two old man, i hope u will see a completely different
picture. What did i learn from this, summed up in a sentence?
Treasure every moment in life, and say what u need to say, or not, it
might be too late! SMILE AND TAKE LIFE WITH OPEN ARMS =D

Bucket List trailer


Say, the song


'Say' ~ Lyrics

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say [x8]

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only ...

Say what you need to say [x8]

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say [x24]


Take Life as a challenge, its full of obstacles, uncertainties..
But nomatter what, its you that will either create or miss the 'desired outcome'.
Giving up will not solve the problem, it will just let u be stuck on that spot, or even
push u back towards where u once started.
Give urself a chance.
If not you, then who? If not now, then when?
Treasure life, live life to the fullest. Love those around you.
These ain't that hard eh?

=D

py

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I PASSED MY TP!!(DRIVING EXAM)

I PASSED MY TP!!(DRIVING EXAM)

So officially today, i can start to drive! haha..
though i got no car to drive now. but hey. its still a license that i long
wanted to have. its always good to have a license. anytime u can drive =)

yap yap.. will drive lyon merv kit jh and alv out one day
=P

today at BBDC(Bukit Batok Driving Centre),
i met my npcc, greenridge seconday friend. His name is Irwan!
he was the one that spotted me. i saw him when i first got in. but he approached
me after the balloting for the test route. ha.. i was feeling so paiseh la.
cause he remembers me. ha..
so we chatted. and i know he is taking tp for the first time. and we chatted.
after tt we broke off for our driving exam. i was the first one back to the centre.
the tester just said i was lucky i passed, rightly so, caused i forgot to check
my blind spot twice. haha..
shortly after i watched the video clip in the briefing room.
i went to second floor to get my license. yea.. and i met Irwan again.
we were chatting and chatting. he flung his first attempt so i consoled him
with my past experiences and stuff. he is gg to ord soon! next friday if i am
not wrong. but the most interesting thing, that hit my heart was this.
he said he is having a one month off. so i asked why. he said he just did a
kidney transplant to her sister. ~~~~~~~~~ for a momment i was silent.~~~
i didn't know wat to say. cause it was something so out of the blue.
so sudden. and when i got back to senses. i just gave him a hard shake on
his hand. "I respect u bro." I managed to mutterd out.
he said yea.. no la.. ha.. looking paiseh..
and we talked about the whole operation stuff..
he was so great la. i really think he is someone i am gg to remember for life.
cause he is so extraodinary.


i got back to thinking about myself. whether i will give an organ of mine to another.
if that situation ever happens.
its a big no no for me at first.
cause i am scared of knives.
being in operation.
thats one of the reason why i stay so healthy and fit.
i wanna avoid all these. but hey..
Irwan really opened up my mind.
my capacity of bravery and love.
really.. i am not as great as him. and i am
a long way to go.
but.. if that moment exists.. if i am in the same shoe as Irwan.
my decision now is.
i will donate it.
from the bottom of my heart. that is the real
gift of love. and the truest display of courage.

god, please bless those in si quan and myannmar.
am doing my best to help those in myannmar now.
hope u will follow up with ur mistical

py

Monday, May 19, 2008

Vesak Day'08

yay!!

its vesak day!!

gg to pray later! wa.. like got alot of ppl that i wanna pray for.
and wanna thank god later.

alright kudos, gg to rest le.
tml gg to have my job interview at jelita, wish me good luck!!
alright tc ppl.
enjoy ur holis!!
jia you daughter!!
wa u real busy leh.
need help got to tell me yea.
really, i am all set to help u.
=D

py

Thursday, May 15, 2008

A Long Wednesday..

Today's a good Wednesday, cause
firstly, i completed a season of PES6!! haha..
And erm.. i did a good two hours of driving.
Though seriously i nearly bang into two person as i did not see
those two approaching the zebra crossing.
i will try to put them all in my mind, so that these incidents will
not happen again, cause repeating these mistakes means i will
fail my tp, driving practical exam. =X gotta jia you. got like afew
more sessions. parking wise i am fine.. not much problem, just
need to be real sharp.
jia you!

Tommorow will be Ms Miao Xian's birthday celebration!
i am so excited, cause at last all of us can go out together again.
=)
Just chatted with Sandra, hope she is feeling better after these
two days of ranting to me. haha.. Jia you! Go ahead! Go take a
break! But do remember safety yea, take care of urself, cause
.. well.. obviously u must be fine b4 u can continue doing all ur
design works! Jia you!

Lyon and Jing Huan!! Tml is ur last paper, think by this time that
u are reading my blog entry, u should have already done with the
exam already. Let's not talk about how it is, just wanna know that
u have tried ur best and have no regrets, am i right? =P
If u are, then i congratulate u, =D if not, jia you and make sure all
the subsequent testes and exams, u will try ur best to get the best
results =P Give it ur best shot the next time. As long u are alive,
you will fight on yea! =P

Been reading up on children's learning problems due to natural birth
and also due to environment. I don't like to put the stigma of a word
like "Disabled" on their condition. Because kids are full of potential eh?
They are full of enthusiasm about life, and they are the product of well
.. heartily love or, if u will like it.. physical expression of love!
They are born into this world by the love of their parents, nomatter
how bad the kids are, they are lovely. They just need abit more guidance
from adults like us that have a certain level of understanding of what
is right and wrong. Alittle more care and love, alittle more opportunities
and alot of energy on their part! Nomatter what, i refuse to believe that
this world is sadded(alvin's word that i added into my own vocab).
I want to close my eyes, open my ears, lossen up my soul and start to
feel that love that is everywhere in this world. U just need a bit more
effort. . . to feel it. The little things in life is easy to ignore. but the best
things in the world is sometimes packed in small packages, in the most
insignificant packaging, and can only be felt with your heart. . . . . . . . .

God bless all that is in Myannmar who is starving, battling with diseases,
drained both mentally and physically. Its not god that is abandoning u.
Don't blame god, i also dunno wat i am saying, but i believe ur prayers will
be answered. Jia you!
God please bless those that are buried under the rabbles in the earth quake
hit area of Si Chuan, China. It is really heart breaking to see fellow chinese
crying for help and yearning to survive in the most dire situation.
Tears just started to flow down my cheeks when i listened to the youtube
newscast from cctv5 about the rescue effort to get those kids, out of those
darn rabbles. Fuck.. it happened when it was about to end school. FUck fuck
fuck. I feel so frustrated after listening to Wen Jia Bao says that it is tough
even to try to send troops into ground zero. More people are dying with
the passing seconds. Just as u are reading my blog now, look at ur watch,
the ticking seconds, thats the ticking survival timer for the ppl under the
rabbles. fuck. i am frustrated.

I refuse to believe that all these are fate too.

I hope more ppl will be saved.

And hopefully, the parents that lost their child. Jia you!!!

People, please pray for them. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

I am no christian, but i believe god exists. So just pray, he/she will answer
u. Som pa!

Oh ya, jas!! Finished downloaded the super rookie alr. so jia you for ur studies
yea. will go on and download others tml. +D guess will send by sat or sun.
Jia You for exams!

py

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

tuesday was another slackish day..

Today was another of those days where i slept like a pig...
and did the bare minimum.
shrugs..
well.. woke up.. play games.. slept again for 5 hrs.. and went
to meet Meng Shyan and Kenny @ Bukit Panjang Plaza
to discuss about the YV'08 attachment stuff. =)
It went pretty well..
there was alot of pointers noted, the timeline was drawn more
detailedly, and tml Meng Shyan my buddy in attachment planning
will be presenting to the comm. JIA YOU BRO!
Guess everyone will be impress with our output. haha..
=PP
tml will be a day where i will go for driving lesson again..
well booked alot of days to get myself used to the driving routes
and also all the minor stuff..
gotta jia you! wanna pass the TP this time around!
Tml i also gotta send an email with an attachment of the letter that
is suppose to be sent to homes, to be vet by Pua Teck..
then yea.. gotta try and finish some research on Disabled kids.. borrowed
some books on these topics as i have no experience dealing with DyslexiA..
ad/hd kids.. i bet they are lovely kids.. they just need ppl to understand
them and give them the love and care, with the opportunity to get back
to normal-hood. Jia you! Hope i can be of some help, and i am beginning
to get excited about the interaction period, where me and Meng Shyan will
go down to the specific homes to interact with the staff and clients..
guess we will learn alot alot of stuff, and hopefully be able to come out
with a TF attachment guidebook that will be like a bible for them!!
wanna set the standard with this guide book man! =P

OH ya, gotta help Jasmine download all her korean dramas..
she sounds so adorable when she asked me to help her out. haha..
i kinda volunteered. So hopefully those post cards will be nice ones =P
do write something on one of them =)
I finished downloading the 'wolf' show and 9 episode of the super rookie alr.
haha.. guess by thursday i will have finished downloading every single thing.
alright, gotta jia you for exams yea jas!!

Read your blog Lyon. Haha.. good that u are not giving up. thats the spirit
daughter! i really hope u will at least get a pass? or better! =D
cause everything counts.. even if its just 20%.
however i always believe that even if u did badly(touch wood), but u have
tried your very very very best in the dire situation that u are in, then don't
need to regret or feel v depress over it. cause u have tried ur best!
Look towards the next exam, and tell yourself to freaking make sure u
ace it! Set a goal that is high, like say 75% and make all the effort to get it
next time around! =P As long as u are live, u will fight on?
heh.

py

Monday, May 12, 2008

a non-eventful day

haven't finish yet.
but have just done the role playing and also the power point slides
for TF camp.
haha..
today did nothing except for going to drive.
2hrs straight.
ha.. it was a good drive.
=P

alright gotta go back to do the draft for the guide book for tfs.

JiaYou!! lyon and jh!!

py

Pictures and pictures, lyon jia you!

Some pictures i taken at Bugis street there near Guang Ying Ma temple.
This man is good man, can write with his toe. At least thats wat i see
from his newspaper article on the floor about him. haha..
He is seen writing Chinese calligrahpy here surrounded by alot of curious
eyes just like me =)





these are the photo's from yesterday's bbq cum birthday at jun yang's
chalet @ Chevron's! hahaha.. it was a nice place.. with a swimming pool
just right outside the door step of the chalet and a bbq pit behind the
unit =D

>I Peng most of it!! hahaha.. looks nice right!!

>Jun Yang's Bday cake.. Yummy!!+P


>The chalet's decoration on the wall is so refreshing!

>JY Making his bday wish!


>splitting the cake...


>The bbq boys!!


>Aerial view of jy and table of food!

Yesterday was a wonderful birthday celebration, simple, yet nice and warm.
Not only warm from the heat of the bbq pit, but also from the friendship
we have had. bro, seriously la. ur bday is a calendar day that all of us will
meet up. i seriously miss the times in secondary school. but hey, we are adults
already, so lets jia you for our life yea? Hope u like ur bag, its really ex, so take
good care of it =) jia you!!!

ToDaY!! Sunday~11/5/08

Did had a long rest b4 waking up, seriously!! i woke up at 12.30pm can!
haha..
After i woke up, i just switched on my PS3 and started playing non-stop
till... 3pm? and yes, was feeling guilty cause i promised Meng Shyan to edit
and send him the yvip'08 power point slides.. and the other stuff.
all haven't do yet. till now. haha..
cause just used my time during tonight to watch manchester united vs wigan
haha.. man utd won 2-0 and they are the winners of the English Premier League
2007/2008!! haha
Feeling so high now! haha.. they totally deserved the title in my opinion!!

After chatting with Lyon and Alvin just now in the afternoon, noted that lyon
having exams tml! was too shock to say anything, cause she say she is not prepared.
but hey, i did not just say say on my promise, i went to 'Guang Ying Ma temple'
at bugis at .. 5 plus after i log out, reached there at 6 plus.. its closed,
so i just stood outside the temple and prayed.
Told Guang Ying Ma that you are trying ur best, and prayed for u.
so don't worry about the god part, just focus on nothing now, but ur studies.
jia you! i don't know wat u think of this 20%, but i feel that its alot.
and if its me, even if i know i am gg to die as i am not prepared, i will still give
it my all, till the last minute where i enter the exam hall.
cause then i will know i nv regretted not trying my best even in the dire situation.
Never give up, thats my creed. Its on my blog. and ur blog too.
'As Long As I Am Alive, I will Fight On.'
know u aren't giving up.
trust u girl. jia you!

alright gg to do my yvip things now.

god bless ya lyon and jh, today.

JIAYOU!!

py



Sunday, May 11, 2008

Jun Yang's 22nd Birthday!

had some serious fun today too!

swimming in the morning with Jun Yang(birthday boy) and Tsian Hwee.
woa! haha..
practiced those strokes i used yest.
yea.. it was great, i am starting to feel better with the strokes,
but i am still fearful of water.

then later BOWLING!!
i was the winner in the last two games!!
haha.. score was 63 for first game, 116 for second game, 91 for third game!
wahaha.. cause its has been so long since i have last played bowling, think
it is considered acceptable and i am happy about the performace, heh!

Next we went for BBQ! our dinner!
it was great, cause i am there.
doing the setting up of the bbq pit with weida tsian hwee and zhen hui!
it was so fun la..
all the building of the fireplace, fanning, roasting, flaming, and dirty hands.
haha.. we had alot of fun doing that =)
it was a successful bbq~!

At around 11 plus, we had a cake cutting ceremony for our birthday boy/man
for the day, JUN YANG!! sang the inaugurable bday song and took lotsa pictures!
wahaha.. it was so fun!
this has been a tradition i guess. every year the same secondary school friends
, peizhen, jesmen, yim har, wendy will be there!
haha.. of course me weida tsian hwee and zhen hui too!
all celebrating the birthday for junyang at a chalet.
haha.. its cool la.
=)

looking forward to next year's party already. haha..
they should be still having fun at the chalet i guess.
i didn't stay over cause i am serious drained after these 3 days and the exams.
needed a serious rest. and need to work on my YVIP commitments.
ontop of my other stuff. =D

hope everyone that is gg to have exams soon will work hard, and get the best
results =D cause u reap wat u sow!

JIA YOU!

py

ps: will post the pic tml of the party today, am seriously shag.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Lyon Jing Huan Alvin, go go go!!

today was a sunny day!!

felt the full effect of it! went to gym in the morning,
then after that we went to swim!!
All at Choa Chua Kang stadium! =D

Simply enjoyed myself, all the physical exertion,
all the sweat! its amazing! +P

Went there with my primary school friends!

Its amazing to know that ur primary school friends are
one of the closest people that u have after so long =)
seriously, they are one of my most sincere friends!
greato!

I think Lyon and Jing Huan and Alvin is working hard for
exam at this hour now ba.

I have said alot alot alot of Jia You.
Guess U guys must be bored of that word already.
haha.. Words used too much might, might get non-effective.
Guess Lyon can agree to that two hands up yea.
=)
All the best sons and daughters!

We will see each other soon.

In a coffee house, relaxing.

=D

py

Friday, May 09, 2008

dawn of a new day! is a refreshing feeeeling eh =D



Hey..

=) today was a slackish day for me.
Woke up at 11am, and went to play ps3 till .. i think 3pm.
There wasn't alot of things to do. So i went to rest. again.
Didn't notice that my hp had vibrated at 330pm.
Ha.. it was Zhong Hua! he wanted to jio me to go play bball.
yea.. and we did! though i as late =X but hey.. i was pumping
my old bball.haha.. it is old, need more servicing. more patience =)o
oh yea. then played with him from 630pm and later in the night at around
8pm. Aaron and his brother came to join us. Before that, me and
ZH already lost 2 matches la. haha.. bo bian. we weren't exactly that
good. So when Aaron and his brother came, we were really given a
boost. Both of them were so energetic la! Especially Aaron, played
super rough trying to 'protect' himself when defending against
the opponent team. haha..

Well it was great, to have a good cardio work out like these once inawhile
since i am not in army already (not as disciplined when it comes to physical
conditioning.) But the most important thing is, we enjoyed ourselves =D
everyone left with smiles and we drank sth at Greenridge Shopping Mall
before we left.

Haha.. it was really amazing! I saw my best Primary school friends at the
kopitiam! haha.. felt so lucky! =D cause its not always so lucky that i see them.
and seriously, they look the same! Definitely more matured! I am still the same
old me though. heh. =P We chatted and chatted in the kopitiam about things
relating to our experiences in relationships.. what we have gone through all
these 10 years.. how are things with our other primary school friends.. et cetera!
Chong Yuan and Zhi Han even came to my house! haha.. we were just reminiscing
through all the photos of primary school.. and showed them videos of my commando
training phase in Thailand with the special forces there. haha.. they were so
amazed by the RPG (bazooka) and AK-47. wahaha...
but hey.. anybody will be yea? Chong Yuan said his dream is to fire AK-47. wish u luck!
Guess i am just fortunate to have the chance to use it =)

Oh and when i reached home, saw Lyon still online.
Man is she hardworking! =D
Guess its something that u wanna work on badly yea?
Thats good though, try hard now, cause you wanna do well in exams,
finish the exams with no regret, and ENJOY YOURSELF when u are
done yea!!! =)
Juggling school work and CSC and Dance is no easy feat. It can be done, though.
Just got to be reeeeeally focus and always keep to ur daily goals.
Cause its the many small battles won that will win u the war.
I understand u are tired. When u have time, i will bring u and go out eat yea. I promise
it will be something amazing!
Lyon, I am proud of ya. Jia You!

Well daddy is going to focus on other things i haven't been doing for so long
now that exam is over...
1) Driving exam.
2) SVC team publicity projects.
3) YVIP'08 Attachment planning.
4) Getting a part time job to get my allowance for daily expenses.
5) Go down to sundac every Thursday!
6) Study for my insurance exam, HI.
7) Go shopping for presents!! haha.. alot of ppl birthday coming =)

Oh ya, daughter, wanted to pass u something. but think nowadays super hard
to get u. Think i will just keep it in my bag, if i am lucky to get a chance to see
you then i pass u alright. =D

To: Anyone that is interested to join Army Half Marathon & Safra cycling event!!

Army Half Marathon is on: 24/8/2008
Distance: 21km, 10km.
Registration costs: $32 for member of Safra, $38 for public.
Registration closing date for this period: now till 30/6/08
Link: Army Half Marathon

>ppl, if wanna join please go register!! i will definitely be going!! haha.. =P

Safra Cycling event at Paya Lebar Air Base
Distance: 6km(Family ride), 15km(Leisure route)
Registration costs: $0!!
Registration closing date: 11/5/08

Details of event(extracted from website):
Date: Sunday, 25 May 2008
Time: 8.00am (gate opens by 7am)
Venue: Paya Lebar Air Base
200 Airport Road Singapore 534257
>Complimentary two-way shuttle service will be provided for participants to and from Eunos MRT Station.Buses will depart from Eunos MRT Station from 6.30am - 10am and from Paya Lebar Air Base from 10.15am - 12.30pm.

>
Bring your own bicycle or rent one from us at $18* for a whole morning of fun. Kids and adult sizes available.

>HEY!! I AM DEFINITELY GG TO GO FOR THIS ONE!! IF WANNA GO PLEASE REGISTER ASAP CAUSE THE REGISTRATION IS CLOSING REEEEAL SOON!! BRO AND SISTA!! IF U GUYS WANNA GO TOGETHER, PLEASE TELL ME AND REGISTER ON THE WEBSITE!! HAHA.. AFTER PENNY'S CHALET THEN WE GO BA!!

Link: Safra Cycling Event


Alright, gg to rest already!!
Don't know u asleep already lyon, anyways, think u will get panda eyes like me soon..
muahahahaha!

Jia you!!

PeNg yOnG
0553hrs

Thursday, May 08, 2008








end of exam already!!!

wahaha! i feel so relieved, so happy!
it was such hard work! haha
today's paper was especially a paper that is tough.
cause i flung my mid semester paper.
haha.. it was tough.
but i think i will be able to pass today and get my 70%!!
this semester has been really fun!
i learnt alot from everyone in the class.
the best ever start to my university experience!
ppl good job!! lets rest until tomorrow AFTERNOON!!!
MUAHAHAHA..

seriously! lets jia you for the next sem and get better grades yea!!
thanks for the encouragement and lets enjoy for now! muahahaha!

py

alright here are all the photos and videos taken in today's outing,
supar fun la!!! wahaha!! =D

enjoy....


Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Tml's the big exam. Marketing!! 70% is my aim!

was watching the news after a long time of mugging =)
there was this news about poverty,
in Indonesia and Philipines.

There was this concept about a free school programme for young kids
that works part time and also go to school when they have time.
Kids as young as under 10 years old are working as garbage collectors.
its not a sight that can be seen in Singapore.
They are a very determined bunch of people.
Without much opportunities in life.
They are working and dreaming of an education.

In comparison, with Singapore..

In Singapore there is alot of opportunity.
There are opportunity. Even if you are poor, a Primary education is still
a must. It is etched into the Singapore legislation that every Singaporean
have to complete an education until primary 6, a 6 years of basic education.
It is an investment in human capital by the government of Singapore.

My opinion
An opportunity to receive education is a blessing, its also a god given chance
to move away from poverty. I have received education for 15+ years.
I am blessed to receive so much education, even a university education.
I guess there is nothing much to say. I need to study hard and be successful.
If possible,
be there for those that doesn't have an education.

Jia You!!

Tomorrow will be my marketing paper!!

Whaha!!

I am not confident..

cause there are just too many things to remember man.

Nomatter what, i will jia you!

my aim is 70%!! (35/50)

daughter jia you too yea!! =D
guess u should be super duper busy now ba.
wahaha.. after tomorrow i will be free lo! haha..
after tml then got time to treat u to a meal alr =D

alright gotta go back to my books already!

JIA YOU PPL!!!!

py

Monday, May 05, 2008

a nap that changed my energy level. muahaha! =D

i guess i am more fortunate than anyone out there now.
(..now at least thats wat i think..)
i had a 3 hrs nAP!!
dun 'xiao kan'(underestimate) this 3 hrs rest!
its one of the longest continuous sleep i had for a while!
haha..
and the best thing?
i had a long.......... dream! wahaha..
i forgot what it was about.
i think something related to basketball.
something related to social work.
haha.. maybe cause i was reading up on social work as a major.
what is the job prospect and all that.
know what? actually it fits me pretty well.
as in the characteristics/prerequisite of a social worker,
...being kind.. being optimistic.. being mature.. able to work under
pinning moments.. able to talk to ppl and communicate ideas... sociable.
... and alot alot more! go google SASW(singapore association of social worker)
and u will see all these.

in the past, i ever thought of going down this line. because i just
can't get myself away from volunteering and social work. nomatter how
hard i advoid ignore it.
but i always put it in the last place in my brain.
basically because the $$ just isn't attractive to me.
and i told myself that i am gg to earn big bucks. after tt distributing it to the
poor, to ppl that need it, and to developmental programme.
but guess having an additional degree on something that u love doing, ur calling.
isn't a bad thing at all eh? haha..
i am giving it a serious thought.

i kinda hate it. but i could have known all these training programme(degrees and
diplomas) earlier if i was more matured at the age of 17/18.
all i was thinking of was gg for something that i felt is 'supposingly' good for my future.
if i had taken a part time dip or degree or course on this.
i would have been in a better position now.
wahaha.. wats the use of talking about the past?
got a point!!! no point!!

i love sports too. so i am also gonna go for courses in NCAP(a professional coaching license)
in bball and taekwondo. btw i already have an NCAP level 1 for taekwondo.
there are just so many things i wanna do and go for.
its crazy when i come to think of it.
friends just kinda say, why are u doing so much things..
like waste ur time in volunteering work. u dun get paid! and why waste ur time in
all those insurance exam and stuff.. just come out with us more often. thats life man..

i wanna tell them the reason. but i don't think they will register.

bro! its a calling! wahaha..

who's calling? god maybe?
haha..

more of simple doing something i love to do, in my life.

woa! such a long post alr.
i always dua pao(say but no action) to myself. haha..
time?$? these are concerns. but passion? its not a problem.
=)

jia you daughter!!
hope everything has been fine for u already!!
or at least back to normal in ur life, maybe not heart, but life =D
if u got time give daddy a call?
cause i really dunno how u are doing.
haha.. but i trust u. no worries =)

jia you!



back to Marketing!

one last paper to go ppl!
py

end da Biz com Paper

todays exam was pretty well done..
i guess ..
whats left is just my final paper,
Principles of Marketing.
happening in abit than 42 hours time
oh well..

ppl jia you yea!
especially my class de ppl!
cause u guys are great.
studying so freaking hard.
caring so freaking hard.
wanna thank you guy hard. too!
haha..
no worries, i am fine.


anyways, this is the song lyrics of the song i am listening to
for the whole of yest night again..again..and over again...

enjoy =)

《一人一半》
演唱:伍加輝
改編詞:小寒 曲:伍加輝

一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才會久
時光累計 安靜的淚滴
一心去追 愛那么可貴

Chorus:
這樣的人 這樣地等
無非是等個回應眼神
為愛翻滾 不計傷痕
甘心為你一生都浮沉

這樣的人 別笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不覺疼
就算天冷 就算殘忍
等你想起這沒用的人

一人一半 感情不散
已經找到愛 為何要離開

時光累計 安靜的淚滴
一心去追 愛那么可貴

Repeat Chorus*

一人一半 感情不散
已經找到愛 為何要離開
已經找到愛 為何先離開

Sunday, May 04, 2008

yi ren yi ban

kinda heard it while i was studying just now..
think was from the charity show on tv..




being listening to it over and over for the whole time
haha..

a dark sunday

just had my dinner,

there are just too many things that i am thinking of right now.
i hope things will get better for everyone out there. jia you!

i hope things will get better.
well there are things that i can't control in this world.
i love to say everything is impossible.
but thats just not that case for some of the things in life.

no point fretting over things that u cannot control.
control those u know u can control,
and try your best to control those u have doubts about.

yea. thats wat i am going to do.

yea..



seriously, i don't know what the hell happened to me these
days. just feeling outta sort.
nt interested to do anything. maybe cause it sucks
when i start and then can't get along well.
i guess god will be laughing at me right now.
typing such a loser blog entry.


sometimes feel so messed up with my role as a daddy.
cause i dunno whether i am doing is right or not.
i did a whole night of soul searching yest night, lying
on the freaking floor looking at the ceiling.
have i over did it?
could i have done better?
what is it that is best?
what's the status of my heart?
where is it swaying?

oh man.. in the end i did not come up with any kinda
concrete answers.
just this,
the thing i can control now, is .. obviously now.
i can't divert from tt.
got to do my best in my exams.
got to care for lyon(esp when in these down times.)
gotta work hard when i get a job
gotta jia you for YV'08 and Voice'08.

shit, the headache is back.

i just got to jia you as a whole person ba.
as a daddy, as a friend, as a mentor, as an educator, as a person who ppl can approach when they are down.
bo bian..
i am in that kinda position.
all my life.



haha.. alright ppl. no worries.
i am alright. =D
i just needed (again) to get something out of my system.



nt thinking about relationships.
cause i know i am nt in a v gd position now, i am not tt good yet.
financially. academically. and my character too, i am a loser rem, think all my ex thinks this way.

alright man!
gotta go back to mug.

memorise the answers for the exam tml!!
haha.. it helps!
RMIT rewards hard work!!

peng yong
7:34pm

Friday, May 02, 2008

Lyon's Chinese Society Concert















hey..
these are the pictures and videos i promised to upload.
here it is..


we love you Lyon daughter! =D

it was a great performance today by lyon!! haha..
The ticket for this performance by Dunman high school
cost 10bucks. It was thrilling from the onset all the way to the end!
haha.. it's the best Chinese society
performance that i had seen for soooo long.. the last time
i watched these kinda performance was in JC? (if i am
not wrong) hahaha.. cause it is rare that i get
this kinda opportunity to watch this sorta performances.
haha.. =D
It opened with a Chinese skit. haha.. those chinese opera kind..
Then the show went alternate from the dance to xiang sheng displays.
Lyon performed in the second dance display after the break.
This time,unfortunately, we weren't able to barge into the dressing room.
haha.. we tried.. but was denied.. haha..
When Lyon came out.. i tell u.. we all erupted! HP camera ready, pictures
videos ready.. haha.. we waited for quite long. And ANd she started it!!
it was like she was doing a leg raise
then put it down slowly together with the slow beats of the song in the
background, perfect start!! I Thought ur legs figited/shivered abit, maybe
caused by anxiety, but it was well executed. Everybody waswatching in awe.
Even the Ultra noisy girl sitting behind me was shouting bravo! haha..
The show went on and yea! Lyon's performance was a true display of hardwork yea!
why so? just look at the co-ordinations? this kinda dance, if there isn't
coordination, ie. one person's action slower than the other
,it will totally look awful!! haha..
I saw a coordinated, spirited, smiling , simply put--> a wonderful display
of chinese dance! something that i never appreciated,(chinese dance and opears)
suddenly got back to me that
"hey.. i am proud to be a chinese!" serious! and maybe one day daughter,u can
teach me some dance moves man! haha.. yes i am absolutely serious! am inspired
more than anything today =D

Just read ur blog daughter, man u look drained, and battered. well.. u said that
you are feeling depress(worse than being sad yea.. it means u are really argh.. tired of life like tt) because u flopped today. i understand that you practiced
super duper hard for it and made lotsa sacrifice for this, u also have high expectations
for urself, because this performance, as u said, is v. important to you.
I wanted to comfort u with all the ways i know of, but i guess nothing will go in
now even if i did tried, not even if i knock on your door now eh?haha.. bet u just need
some personal time, and yea, maybe some tears to go along with it. it is ok.
just release it. and i hope, my daughter will return to me and ylf a stronger
lyon. Because i got to repeat this, You are the most talented and cheerful girl
that i have ever seen in my life.
Also one of the nicest girl around. I am happy
to have a daughter like u. cheer up... soon yea? haha.. guess i am not gg to rest
until u call ba. (no worries i will be mugging.)

i actually watched the video i took of ur dance performance like 10 over times
(exxagerated, 5+times la haha..),trying to find out what is seriously wrong.
And now, i am going to tell u the truth about this to not,
well..make u feel bad or what. guess u wanna hear wat i think too eh?
1) the point where u lifted ur legs, u figited/shivered. ->you are nervous yea, and
the demon from yesterday went inside ur head.
2)the raising of ur legs to 160degrees and put down, was smooth.. well executed.
no one saw any kinda flaws, and even if there is, there wasn't any hesistation
by you, u just smiled and did the following kick to the front b4 ur friend stood up.
Splendid. Bravo!
3)You were rather slow when u did some of ur 4-5 person dance together. but good news..
no one saw it! cause there were too many movements around. some of ur colleagues
were also slow in some of e parts. so nothing can be blamed, its anxiety. how do u cure
anxiety?
a)practice more, as it improves confident.
b)got to perform more infront of big crowds to get experience, cause,
anxiety is gone when u are confident and composed.
c)don't think about anything when u are performing.
Just do what 'u know' on the stage on the faithful day as per normal duringtraining,
cause this is like an exam, u are fighting with urself to keep calm. so let urself breathe.
let urself win, and showcase ur talent! u are the boss on the stage, its ur show =P

i don't know if this helps. but hey, this is one of the best performance i have seen in
ages, u dun give me those kinda face for too long.(sry v blunt =X) haha..
cause i seriously enjoyed it. after the who concert ended, i told Jing huan,
"wa.. this concert is worth $10? i think i 'zhuan dao'(earned) lo. haha.. it was so fantastic."
Jing Huan just smiled back. haha..

Expect u to be in remorse and crying like no day no night now, or maybe
just lying on the bed crying and talking to urself. just take ur time yea =D
like i said, will wait for ur call. jia you!!

Told jing huan that am looking forward to u two de yr 2 concert already.
wahaha.. u guys are only in yr one, so hard to believe. haha..

alright lyon, cya tml in study group.
cck mac, 545pm =D

i will post lyon's dance display's video in my next post, cause today blogger is not
accepting my uploading of videos and photos onto this post. haha.. tml then!

Lyon u are the best!

peng yong
2:28am-3:03am