Woa! haha.. Note the difference! hahahahahaha
Wanted to change my lappy's display pic and kinda saw this picture taken two years ago when i was at Thailand for army exchange programme. Compared to the recent photo taken in August! After AHM.
Time flies.. these pictures never fail to reinvoke the memory of all the 'hardship' that
i had gone through =D It's a stark reminder of what i am capable of. =P
Hmm...
Something to note, everytime i tell ppl tt i had this hardship or things..
I get replies/comments like,"this is nothing man. i have gone through worse."
haha..
It never fails to let me feel out of place for awhile.
Cause what i need is some form of comfort. =)
I know u zai la. go through so much le. but TO ME! pls.. haha.. tt is tough..
Cheers,
py
It's been a good day!
haha..
3 groups of people at my place today! haha
1.My own project group mates (YL, XL, ZH)
2.Another project group! (Penny, JY, Kelly)
3.And my relatives (Bryan, Xiao Gu, Xiao Gu Zhang, Shang Mei)
haha.. it was quite alot of attention at first. cause i was trying to split
my attention with my project work group (sorry guys =X)
and spend some time with my relatives and my always energetic cousin.
Haha..
But in the end, we did had some good project progress, and the girls
i think managed to achieve some level of progress. haha..
Good day!
Not to mention she looks great!
Cheers,
py
Implanted tooth helps blind US woman recover sight
AFP - Thursday, September 17
MIAMI (AFP) - – A 60-year-old US grandmother, blind for nearly a decade, has recovered her sight after surgeons implanted a tooth in her eye as a base to hold a tiny plastic lens, her doctors said.
~We take sight for granted, not realizing that it can be lost at any moment," the grateful patient said. "This truly is a miracle."
She said people should imagine what it is like "if you could keep your eyes closed just for one week... it's amazing what you see when you open your eyes again."~
^^
Cheers,
py
Sitting at the front of my lappy now.
Looking at the screen trying to conceptualise what i want to
type in my blog entry today.
I guess sometimes i get the feeling that i want to type something.
But i just do not remember/can't get it at the point.
Life is sometimes like this.
Afew of my most vivid moments that i won't forgot(to share).
At my Taekwondo Black Belt Grading, i told my coach,
"Sir, i don't think i am ready for the grading. I think i am still not
there, sir."
Sir replied, "You are not ready? You still have to GO. You still
have to be ready."
... At that point in time, it was the most important
pat on my back that i could ever receive.
I move in and bowed. Did whatever i need to do for the grading,
and even managed to get a 8 Dan(Super senior grader) to stand
up to correct my move. I did my best. Keeping in mind what my
coach said, to
just GO, you have got to be ready.
It's contradicting, but it's contradicting the contradicted.
Contradicted is me, cause i have trained so so hard for that day.
Sir had been with me all these while. He know's what i am capable
of and what i can offer. I have been moving from belts to belts in
leaps. Meaning i must have been doing something right. With my
passion in TKD, he knows i am ready. But i doubted myself at
the last moment because i am just too unsure, AT THAT POINT
IN TIME.. It happens to me, and i guess to many too.
So when i said i am not ready,
he said sth contradicting("you have got to be ready for this")
Some ppl call it reverse psychology, or in lay man,
to divert one's attention by letting him know that u trust him/her
as deep as the soul is hidden.
haha.. and yes! I got my black belt! =D
Life can be quite challenging, and sometimes u can work so hard for
sth, and at the last moment when it's u're turn to show the world your
hard work, you doubt yourself.
It's always during these kinda situation when this short story/memory
kicks in to give me a good turning kick! haha..
Usually when u see me quiet and emo-ing at one place b4 sth, and later
suddenly sprag up out of nowwhere.
It's probably this incident that i am thinking.
=)
Everyone just gotta find one's own ways to certain situations.
Enjoy life while u can.
Cheers,
py
hey..
Been a good week.
+)
I still suck at my accounting job.. still need alot of help from my seniors.
I still have a project work to rush and 3 big exam papers to conqurer.
Sounds exciting already. haha..
These days have been kinda simple and blissful.
I didn't felt guilty in any way. Wasn't felt pushed to make any
decisions (other than work wise decisions).
This feeling is fantastic. It means i am starting to take control of my own
life. It's awesome. Woohoo!
I plan than felt guilty all over. I didn't exactly felt guilty that i didn't
study these days, because i know the consequences oh too well.
I just need to plan well, get my head straight, (and body too), sit down and
mug! =D I can do that, and i guess i am enjoying the process.
Working hard, studying hard, enjoying classes after work,
time working on my assignments/projects and prep for exams,
time spent with my great-o classmates and my other closer friends,
the occasional 'love' hit feeling when i go out with a girl. haha..
It's been.. like i say, simple and bliss filled.
There are sacrifices to be made though for this new found feeling.
It's not easy.
Compared to last years, i have did less volunteering works,
exercised less, had less time for myself.
=)
It's worth it.
Jia you for exams lyon, jing hua, alvin!
I shall work hard too! jia you!
Cheers,
py
"I believe that you'll be good with love when you start loving." Class 95FM
good night to the first week of september..
Hello & good morning to the 2nd week of sept'09.
I've been doing my project stuff the whole day.
But it's really tough la.
I was half surfing net la.. so i think tt's y it wasn't
productive and efficient from me today.
Next week will = to a less stressful week because
there is lesser classes, just one biz finance class.
But there is a biz finance test on 15th sept.
And we are SUPPOSE to complete our revision by
next biz finance class so that we can ask Mr. Selvam,
our lectuerer, questions.
So yea.
Tml will be a day where i will again work hard at my
work, then finish my part for the project, and start to
study for biz finance! =D
I just gotta be discipline on my drinking water regime
and exercise regime and sleeping regime!
For the coming week:
1. 5hours sleep per night
2. 30mins work out a day (15mins static,15mins run)
3. Drink more water!!
Cheers,
py
It's Saturday this semester, but a really different one.
I woke up today really late and went straight to school.
As usual, me with my bad fashion sense, and undone hair.
Haha.. I am really not having any kinda motivation to go and
do up myself in anyways. Maybe i am looking forward to a girl
that will help me with these. Cause i am seriously untalented
in fashion. Haha..
School was draining today. No, there wasn't a flood before that.
Just alot of information/concepts being preached by one of our
favourite lecturer Daniel. He's a really committed lecturer.
Coporate accounting is tough. But i guess he tried his best to
make sure that we will succeed, by teaching the concepts in a
way that we understand. For a visual learner like me, i need to
physically 'see' the concept being illustrated on the white board
before i can get the concepts. Lest i will not understand the
concept at all! Haha.. That's how i learn. I need alot of reading
out to myself too. It's like talking to myself, trying to make
sense to myself, up till a point my parents will give me a hand
sign alike that of the motion of tuning down a radio.
Anyways, it was 6hours of lecture, but it was really a fun one.
Almost like a short retreat. I felt like i was learning better
when the lesson goes on. Kinda different from the rest of my peeps.
They got really tired along with the lesson. I grew less tired
through the lecture. Weird body eh? Haha..
I guess i was really excited about this whole big CONSOLIDATION
topic. Or was i excited about the pretty girls sitting all around
me in class?
haha..
(ps: Some of them are really pretty and curvy! Woo Hoo!0
Daniel said something today that, to me, was something that
touched my heart.
He said,"I think I have to be realistic, this class will not get 100% passes,
I just felt so. Not this call."
It was a statement that was greeted by silence.
I was one of them, always silent in class.
Partly because i am worried that if i voice out, i might be not that good
enough to voice out. Which i think is the incorrect way of learning.
Maybe, i was quiet because i am seriously not that good in the subject yet.
Daniel's comment was a comment that i couldn't refute even though my body told me
to. Everyone is working hard. I really feel that everyone can make it.
But but, i don't think i can help them to succeed, it really depends on their
own will. I can't change the class's predicament.
Hmm.. it kinda brought me down to earth. Again.
There is only so much i can do, in this world.
This relates to my view of my future as an educator, healer, organizer, inspirationalist.
I can only help so many ppl.
Hmm.. I thought for a moment in class. These were beliefs and theories that i
have already sorted out in my brain long before.
So i told myself, i will HD this subject.
Cheers,
py
today was an amazing day =)
I basically did MA and MC and BS12.2!!
haha..
Feels good =D
After that was class. I had a better lesson today.. felt real good =)
I was attentive in class, trying to listen to all the details and basically enjoy
the learning.
At the class i was on a bus.
The bus was directed to hill view. and from there, we did a 2 lane u-turn!!
haha bus was reckless there.. haha..
But it was a good end to a day =D
Cheers,
py
