Wednesday, December 29, 2010

What is in it for me?
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The feeling of being pinched to acheive something that I do not always acheive normally. It's a thrill that I do not always receive after celeste left. I needed this.
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Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I still have a soul.

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Breakfast this morning was good.
haha.. i just feel so comfortable when talking to you.
cause you are always so steady in your stuff i do not
need to think of anything when i am with ya.
advise you give me and exchanges/discussion we have
are always so good cos u are such a good listener and
i guess u're an easy person, just like me.
just feel soo good now.

jia you for ur bankai period! and yea! keep fit bro!

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Monday, December 27, 2010

europe!
argh..
my dream nothing but just a dream?

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Sunday, December 26, 2010

Christmas is over.

tonight was a cold wet night in singapore.

I just feel like disappearing for one day tomorrow.


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Thursday, December 23, 2010

Its flying.. The plane is flying
It takes.. Off.. the island

The plane.. Glides.. Oh.. In the air
And It wanders.. to Korea..

The war.. Between.. The north and south
It worries.. Me.. But I try to pray..

I am.. Here.. But she.. Is there..
My heart is here.. But my soul is there..
With her...
With her..

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

God bless hl.
and give her warmth whenever she is out in the cold.
in my sacrifice.
amen.

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Tuesday, December 21, 2010



i threw the first pebble normally

-> poom! a big splash


i threw the second pebble, this time aiming it at an angle

-> pebble snaps on the water once, twice and into the water


i scratched my hair..

why is it that.. when i throw it at an angle,

the pebble walks on the water?..


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Monday, December 20, 2010


"i have my off days too.." the clown said

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Thursday, December 16, 2010

slowly but surely,
we are moving forward.

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Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i didn't know how to do.

so i googled.

dicit omnes

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

my supervisor said i cannot be a doctor

i will probably leave the surgery knife in the client's tummy

sigh

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i am just not that good enough, happy?

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Monday, December 13, 2010

i ran and ran..
haa.. i love to run without specs
slipped and sprained my left ankle

i did bit of stretching and rotation to my ankle
a stanger asked if i am ok

feeling better, i picked myself up
and started to run again.

slower at first
then faster as time went

initially more pain
as time passes, less pain

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Sunday, December 12, 2010

i switched on my good ol' nokia handphone.
browsed through familiar folders and messages.

the messages, from 2008 to 2009.

as i opened them each one at a time..
it suddenly struck me how much i have stepped into
your life. the first time u called me brother in 2008,
the encouragement for your passion run in 2009,
your encouragement for my exams in 2009,
my encouragement to you in turn for your exams.
times when you felt really down in 2008..

sometimes i wonder..

how did i find the strength? it's been 3 years.
mmm.. maybe i didn't try at all. i just did?

haha.. no matter the answer.

i am glad we are where we are now.

just like what the person at the bookstore told me after i purchased
the book.
"god bless" ~2 words that immobilised me for 5 seconds. i smiled.

i say, god bless hl

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Life is a test and a trust.

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Friday, December 10, 2010

FEEL LIKE GOING HOME TO REST
WORK AIN'T FUN ANYMORE
FEELING MORE SIAN WHEN
I AM NOT EXACTLY FEELING VERY WELL
MADE A MISTAKE TODAY AGAIN
IS IT LIKE "MISTAKE FESTIVAL" NOW?
O MY..
I NEED TO FOCUS

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Thursday, December 09, 2010

gonna have fever soon...

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Wednesday, December 08, 2010

today hasn't been easy..
ever read the book "man are from mars and woman from venus?"
i think i am a 100% man. not that i doubt my identity before that..
but i take things too seriously. and when i focus or zoom into
something, i neglect everything else.

i personally is a follower that things happens because of personal
choice and as choices are what is made by one, one takes responsibility.

but the day will pass eventually. a new day will begin in less
than an hour's time.

may god bless andrew in his performance tmr.
may god heal hui li's heart.
may god punish peng yong, twice as hard, when peng yong does sth wrong.
i deserve it.

god bless those who have lost a loved one.

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after going away,(for a mere morning)
i find that it isn't the best thing for us.

habit as u put it..
to me it ain't just a habit. it ain't an excuse.

to me, u ain't a habit,
it's more than that.
to u,
i am sure i am more than a habit.

i can't find a word for this. pardon me.

if we/i go away, we are losing
something really impt that money or luck can't buy.
it's time. OUR time spent tgt.
rem the story? ps. i love you?

posted by py @ 1:21 PM 0 Comments

just keep going for it. - perserverance
never give up. - determination
jia you. - encouraging
never try, never know. - Adventurous/Just whack!attitude
things happen. - Acceptance

found some words(=verbs?) to go along with those
words i always use.

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Tuesday, December 07, 2010

thank you for understanding that my leg is pretty much busted.

it was my ankle, and now its my ankles and heels that are giving
me pain. hopefully i can recover by sat/sun this week. and we
can start running soon.

It's getting realllly exciting!

Just received official email on the December 2010 final accounts
closing for year 2010.

by 15/12/10, i need to close my accounts and run 4 reports,
3 additional reports and 1 statutory submission.

Auditors will be coming in from 20/12 /10to 7/1/11.

It's alike army style, where there is a command brief.
U know, everyone sit down, go through the plans, deadlines,
things to note, question & answer.

It's the real thing this year, and this time i am in charge of
the whole process.

so looking forward, gonna be ultra busy from today on i guess..
i dunno the rigours, but i will work harder during the day,
hopefully i do not need to ot.

this week is also gonna be a tiring week for u, listening to ur
schedule.. i do not know what to say.. but i just hope i can help
u in some way if u think i can help.

let's jia you!

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my right heel dunno why got this painful feeling.
but no worries, it's still operational.
we'll enjoy our run tonight

=) Runing is suppose to, other than exercising the body,
exercise the mind to clear and relax the mind.

so looking forward.

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Monday, December 06, 2010

To put everything on the line, is a choice. Each choice contains it's own set of pros and cons. There's never a case of "pao jia", where u win everything.

What really matters, I believe, is what one values most. And that comes with each's priority and perceived importance of each priority to that person per se.

The dilemma surfaces when there are conflicting interest.
It gets worse.. When there are increases of this conflicting interest.

What happens when one's interest does not matche another's interest? Conflict arises. And how do u resolve that? Find a middle ground where both parties can agree on and uphold. Upholding this decision/position requires sacrifices and conviction. U nv get everything on the table in life - u take some, u give up some.

Textbook stuff from organisational and human behaviour..
But sometimes.. U know.. it is pretty hard to put into practice in reality.

Haa I guess I am getting too heated up, I need to cool down, go take a shower.
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suddenly thought of taking part in a triathlon (which means taking up regular swimming classes) and taking up rock climbing. Also suddenly thought of doing 2 magazines. One that discusses inspirational stories and social work and the second that discusses martial arts, extreme sports and nutrition in Singapore.

it's always easy to dream..

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Sunday, December 05, 2010

The marathon went great! I didn't felt I earned the finisher's medal. Yes I slogged it out and my legs are seriously in pain even after some rest. I did my best. But just felt I could have done even better if I had trained progressively for it. I was walking after the 24km mark. Ran and walk the last 2kms, but it's really the adrenaline that took over. Ok I am not satisfied.. Since I have the cardio and mileage now, right after I gain my legs back, I am gg for regular running sessions. Gotta note it down in the 2011 new year resolution. 2to3 runs per week.

I feel really empty and in peace with things now. Not thinking of anything major. I feel that the new year has started. :) feeling so fresh now I'll throw away the fruits, feeling so confident and happy now I feel that I can do anything that comes my way. Marathon has always had this kinda effect on me.

So it's set! 4/12/11! we're going for SCM'11 =D
I hope u like the tee-shirt!
:) and speedy recovery! Rest well!
We should really start running soon. Next weekend or sth. Just blurting out some days. Haa

Happy!
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Saturday, December 04, 2010

This run tomorrow marks the end of a year. Usually when I run this marathon, many things go through my mind. The crazy moments, happy moments, tense and anxious moments.. They just flowed in my mind like water flowing through a river.. It keeps me going and the tired I get, the clearer my thoughts become. That is why I call it the end of the year for me-it's a way to cleanse my brain. Start afresh.

I must say after looking at you drop tears that day.. It broke my heart + it reaffirmed my feelings and conviction. Broke my heart because u didn't meant to make u so confuse and tired.. So heart broken.. That u will need to hurt someone other and many a times it's not in ur control. Reaffirming cos I know, as much as u are so impt to me, I am as impt to u too. I was really happy I couldn't find a word and I just stared into ur eyes and smiled.. the best thing? U smiled and looked me in the eyes too. Tt's happiness.
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Friday, December 03, 2010

done with my reports.

chiong ot to do the most parts and this morning finished them.

haha.. but as i learn in army.

plans change. and it suck. u sulk.
in the end? u take it at ur chin.
because that is as much as u can do.

haha.. done with sulking. Looking forward to the meet up tonight!
at least! I can see u, talk to u.
i hope i can provide some form of comfort to ur rigours of ur life.

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TGIF

I'm a friday boy.
Well... at least I'm born on a Friday.
:)
One last report to go! Yoohoo! I'm ready for weekends after that!

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Wednesday, December 01, 2010

how many times must i do credit note.

kena ten time already.

hahaha..

give up.

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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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It's a brand new day.

YOsh!

Alot of work to clear.

Feeling fresher today.

Need to go see boss lo..
God bless.

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